Why do I sometimes feel ugly?

[QueenAshy]

I don't know why, but sometimes I just feel like garbage.

I feel beautiful a lot, espiecally when I'm presenting female, but there's just some days where I'm not feeling it. I'ts not even from bullying or anything like that, it's just my body refuses to be happy.

Maybe it's anxiety, in fact, that's probably a very likely reason, I just don't know for sure. The world seems to be bipolar, sometimes everyoen hates me for being trans and says that I look like shit, other days, people say I look hot and they like me.

I don't know. I WANT THE TRUTH.!

(pics are on reddit / insta if you've never seen me irl. Reddit: u/crayonization Insta: @ashe826. Sorry for the plug, just feel it's much needed to context to this post)