My mind putting shit together

[Capin Grizzly]

Life is a prison we can not escape. There may be one way but its a way we don't want to chose.
We betray life as if its actually heaven. Who knows, maybe it is. Maybe life is actually our heaven,
but if that was so. Why does it seem so horrible? Maybe its because we are not at the right time. Maybe we are to far ahead or maybe way back.
If that was so then why am I hear. Am I supposed to be doing something either then sitting all day or making people feel better by filling up that empty space in there heart. Does everyone have a purpose? If so what is a purpose? There is too many questions out there. To me life is a big question. While knowing I wont have an answer for you
or neither anyone else will have an answer for a very long time. Maybe there will never be a true answer. Since there isn't an answer then we should enjoy our lives, but
enjoying life is hard due to money. Why is money even here? It shouldn't be. Why cant we just work together. It will never happen because of people being judgmental about everything. Why are people different. Are we really here. Our are we in just someone or somethings mind. Maybe we are one big story waiting to be told waiting for something different to happen like in books or Anime, but it will never happen, because the world is a plain place. There might be a lot to it, but there isn't much. Hopefully there is a world that is different out there and hopefully I find it, but I wont. Maybe is the future. When it is found what would it look like? Do I care? Nope. All I want to know is why. Why to what? I don't know. I just would love to know. Someday I will, or someday I wont, but who knows. Like people say God only knows, but I call bull shit. If there was a God. Then why is life such shit? Is it because we did this to our self?
We don't adapt to out surrounding. We use it till there is no more. Maybe technology is our future. I know I wont be around to see it happen. I might be around to watch the world end, but I wont. Life has too many twist and turns. There is too many decisions to be made at once. That one decision could change the future. One word could change everything. Me just saying yes could do so much to the future, but I will never know what those changes are. That is why you gotta do so much with your life while you are here...if we are actually here. Since there is no answer then lets explore our self. See how things works around us. See what makes up an object. Will we understand everything in our own paths? Nope. Will we learn? Maybe. There is to much potential in our world, and that is just one. One world we live in or on. Even when there is billions of other worlds. Maybe infinite worlds. If so what secrets could they hold? There must be more wonders out there. Maybe someone out there is typing the same exact thing. If that is true then I am talking to my other self. Then I can have my own conversations. What I think. He thinks. Or vice verse. There is too many wonders to figure out. To much information to be held in ones hand. Where would this information go? Would it just vanish to no return if we just forget about it? Would all of the hard work put into learning mean nothing? See. Another question. That is what might run our imagination towards life. Our imagination could be our world, but why cant we control if that was so? Still another question with no answer. Question may suck to you be they make me wonder. One question leads to another question to another. Question are fun to have around, but are a pain in the ass to solve. Solving is always the next step to finding the next question. Could questions be life? Could life be questions? Are these words I am using made out of questions? Could the question be the answer? If that was so then why is there such thing as an answer. The answer is made out of the question. No question means no answer. No answer means no wonders. No wonders means no competition. No competition mean world peace, but what is true peace. Is it noise or no noise. Maybe peace is defined by each person. Each person chooses what there peace is. Or maybe what hey did or what happens is there peace. Just living each day as a new one or just a regular routine day. People like to live that way cause its simple. Myself cant do that. Everyday has to have something different to it. No matter what it is, but what is it? Is it what ever we want it to be? Or is it something else we just don't know. Another question waiting to be answered. Will all of these questions be answered? I have no clue if they will, but if they do then it look like we are getting somewhere. Maybe we are going back more or farther ahead of where we are. I'm not always going to be around. I hope your questions get answered. If they do then you going somewhere with your life. What is life. Four letter make life, but there is a lot more to life then just four little letters, but remember without letters. We wouldn't be able to ask our questions we have. Or have an answer to that question of yours. There is to much to talk about, but enough with the questions. Lets move on to how or why things work. Ha ha. Another question right there. Why is one of the best ways for a question. There is a reason for many things to work. Everything has a purpose for for one thing or multiple purposes. -Still in progress-

[Choofers]

Keep this thread alive, I'm doing a dramatic reading of this tomorrow.

[Winrar]

If it's anything like the dramatic reading of Eduardo's Amy shrine, then this'll be amazing.

[Capin Grizzly]

Thank nature for something like this. Hopefully its good.

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[Capin Grizzly]

Hell yea ^ Over 5 mins.... Didn't expect that