Is it too late to redeem myself?

[Charu]

Originally Posted by choof

dead website

=C

[Dinglesberry]

how i learned to stop worrying and love the bomb

[choof]

Originally Posted by Daikyi

attention seeking thread title
way too late to prove bs because of time difference and legit skillboost potential

tbh it wasnt too late to at least redeem personal image, but then you made this thread lol

lol good post lol

[choof]

hint that is one of the people that don't matter

[xXOpkillerXx]

"I must gain the fiffer people's trust again before I do something with my life"

nice #goals

this is pathetic man either you make a thread and have one/many good videos ready or you dont make a thread, it's not rocket science lol

[blindreper1179]

Originally Posted by Dinglesberry

how i learned to stop worrying and love the bomb

is this an msi reference? I think this its a msi reference.

[Soul Evans]

Originally Posted by xXOpkillerXx

"I must gain the fiffer people's trust again before I do something with my life"

nice #goals

this is pathetic man either you make a thread and have one/many good videos ready or you dont make a thread, it's not rocket science lol

You see the reason i'm doing this and to reply to all the other posts was because i'm just showing up one year later with the score, which was why i was confused if that would matter because i kept thinking that it might be too late,

anyways thank you for the feedback on it, seems i can still make a video, i'll be trying to get a 97% on lovely bomb just for proof that i did improve this time around (even if i didn't play much lol) and to reply to your first sentence
is that really bad for me to do so? i mean i don't know why i'm doing this but i just thought might aswell

[Dinglesberry]

You need to do lovely bomb 1.1 now, I'm pretty sure attang nearly did it 1.3 so it's definitely possible... It's the only way

[Celirra]

Originally Posted by Soul Evans

You see the reason i'm doing this and to reply to all the other posts was because i'm just showing up one year later with the score, which was why i was confused if that would matter because i kept thinking that it might be too late,

anyways thank you for the feedback on it, seems i can still make a video, i'll be trying to get a 97% on lovely bomb just for proof that i did improve this time around (even if i didn't play much lol) and to reply to your first sentence
is that really bad for me to do so? i mean i don't know why i'm doing this but i just thought might aswell

How much more attention and false sympathy are you wanting before you decide to vanish for several months again, only to come back and start this whole charade all over again?

[Dinglesberry]

Originally Posted by Celirra

How much more attention and false sympathy are you wanting before you decide to vanish for several months again, only to come back and start this whole charade all over again?

ya i tried to be soul evans friendo one time and he bulli'd me and posted a screenshot of my pm's on his osu profile lel

he sucks tbh but i still forgiv

[Soul Evans]

Originally Posted by Dinglesberry

ya i tried to be soul evans friendo one time and he bulli'd me and posted a screenshot of my pm's on his osu profile lel

he sucks tbh but i still forgiv

That was a meme i posted like many other i just thought it was hilarious (no offense)

and about cellery's post i don't know what made you change about talking to me but i want to be very direct about the attention part

i don't want any sympathy i don't want any of that, i gave a question and wanted a response and i got one so i'll make a video (either 97 or on 1.1)

i have lost motivation to be active in this community right after the BS calling and i am also a busy person in real life, i have studying to do and work and even in a relationship, plus i was focusing on osu! and 7k, i disappeared for an absurd reason but whatever i say gets thrown out the window and the

topic even isn't about my personality or if you think i'm the scum of this earth i asked for a specific question and now i'll be gone preparing for entrance exams to my university and try to get back into shape for 4k any of my friends on osu! even lemonguy knew i've been playing 7k for the time being

[xXOpkillerXx]

The more you post uninteresting stuff before you actually show a goddamn video, the more you're looking for attention. People don't give a shit (at least I don't) about your explanations and life situation (for this matter, don't get me wrong).

[Soul Evans]

Somewhere in November then.

[xXOpkillerXx]

Originally Posted by Soul Evans

Somewhere in November then.

Hahahaha good funny

"I want to redeem myself in 3 months, will you guys let me ?"

Wtf is the point of this thread can it be locked ?

[Soul Evans]

Originally Posted by xXOpkillerXx

Hahahaha good funny

"I want to redeem myself in 3 months, will you guys let me ?"

Wtf is the point of this thread can it be locked ?

well you see this is where you haven't read anything from what i've been saying.

i gave reasons for it in the first thread post.

i literally have exams in 5 days aswell as my entrance exams and i'm moving out and you expect me to drop all those just to get a recording done for you?
i want to make the video but what you're saying is unreasonable, there is a

reason i did this thread asking such questions you know, not everyone is free to play games anymore especially if you're in between getting out of highschool and into uni, yet you say i should do it now in the worst situation.

[Celirra]

I've decided to stop caring and giving in to this, I hope you realize at this point it's not even about the video anymore and is more just about who you are and how you portray yourself. You could quad lovely bomb on 2.0 or something at this point and I would still not consider you important nor someone I'd see positively, and even if you posted a d1 score with video proof in front of a live audience I would still call it bs just to throw you in a tizzy again.

[Soul Evans]

I'm sorry you feel that way about me? i don't know what is going on because everyone say about the video then some say about my bad personality

i'm just trying to make up for what i did and what i portray myself in if that makes more sense to you, i would really hope if we sorted out what is going to happen and i'm ready to listen, i'm not the same guy i was 1 year ago, alot of things changed for me

during this year and i don't know if you would believe me after all what happened, i want to respond more to this but it seems every post i do makes it out as attention seeking rather than trying to apologize for everything (about me in general) and i'm ready to bury the axes and it's fine if we don't talk anymore it's my fault for coming back trying to say such things.

[Spenner]

Demonstrate and be better as a person and player to win respect, don't beg for them to sympathize for something they don't have sympathy for, or the belief of.

Stop wanting to apologize, being sorry is easy to do. But at this point it's really not constructive so much. If you really are a new person, just be that person, stop posting everything as a reference to how you're a new person.

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did you know right now you're being watched by your future self through memories

[Kraezymann]

Originally Posted by blindreper1179

is this an msi reference? I think this its a msi reference.