11-10-2013, 05:43 PM | #1 |
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So..
I thought i was dead..and was woken up by 2 police officers..which had a lot of questions..but were really nice to me..
Yes..I did try to kill myself..I obviously failed..I'm not entirely grateful to be alive right now though..but that will maybe change with time.. Yes..I'm really depressed....And i'm hurting in many ways..One of which is my stomach right now..bleh I worried a lot of you....My friends....I'm sorry..I had no idea the thread turned into what it did.. Thank you Max for calling the police..I'm going to get help |
11-10-2013, 05:46 PM | #2 |
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Wtf
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11-10-2013, 05:46 PM | #3 |
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Tarrik, man, we are ALL here for you. I don't know what else to say but I'm so glad that you're still with us.
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11-10-2013, 05:47 PM | #4 |
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i'm not sure what to say about this
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11-10-2013, 05:47 PM | #5 |
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No one here deserves to die nomattrt what
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11-10-2013, 05:49 PM | #6 |
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Do you want to talk about it or it's just a test to see how many people sympathize?
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11-10-2013, 05:52 PM | #7 | |
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I've had depression for years, it's been getting worse lately..I was trying to cope with a break up last night and i went over the edge.. |
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11-10-2013, 05:53 PM | #8 |
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good stuff, happy ending.
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11-10-2013, 05:54 PM | #9 | |
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Last edited by Hakulyte; 11-10-2013 at 06:00 PM.. |
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11-10-2013, 05:56 PM | #10 |
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Not a topic you expect to see on an games website
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11-10-2013, 05:56 PM | #11 |
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Thank god you are alright man. We call care about you.
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11-10-2013, 05:56 PM | #12 |
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Glad you're ok and getting help.
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11-10-2013, 05:57 PM | #13 |
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I don't care if you don't me at all, I'm really grateful you're alive.
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11-10-2013, 05:59 PM | #14 |
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This is called Chit Chat.
A lot of people are glad you are okay. This site can't handle another FFR user passing away. |
11-10-2013, 06:00 PM | #15 |
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Honestly, you have a lot of people that seem to care for you, even people you might not realize.
When I saw the thread I was honestly a bit shaken, and I don't even know you, but I know what things you have done for others (I mean FFRMania project is just one thing I am personally aware of) and it just seemed to be pretty unreal to think what could have happened. I seriously hope things start looking up man.
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11-10-2013, 06:01 PM | #16 |
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Thank you everyone..You're like a second family to me..I just got off the phone to a psychologist and have an appointment to see them..probably get anti-depressents out of it..Will also speak to a counciler. Hakulyte, i would explain..but despite FFR being my 2nd home, i can't go into depth about that stuff here..I would rather speak to a professional.
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11-10-2013, 06:04 PM | #17 |
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I expected more from the FFR community. This doesn't seem to be a cry for attention, and even if it is, so be it. He is clearly having a lot of issues. If you don't have anything to contribute, then don't.
Tarrik, I'm glad you're alive and even though I haven't talked to you in a while I'd be glad to keep in touch with you again.
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11-10-2013, 06:11 PM | #18 |
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Good to see you again, Tarrik. Good to see you.
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11-10-2013, 06:12 PM | #19 |
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Just remember you've got a ton of people here who care about you, Plenty of people to talk to here should you feel the need to vent anything, or if you're just looking for a distraction.
Life can be really shitty some times, and its not healthy to take it all on alone, don't be afraid to open up a little. Keeping everything inside/to yourself can be very destructive, its good you are getting some help, Sorry it had to be something like this to finally act as a catalyst but the important thing is you are alright. Now you don't really know me all that well (Nor I, you), I'm not very active on the site, but you should know that your actions in the community have had a positive influence on my experiences here. And I'm sure many would agree, you seem like a very nice person. So I really hope everything works out well for you, I wish you the best of luck with life and your recovery. |
11-10-2013, 06:13 PM | #20 |
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reference
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