| About me: | sam, gramma, trouble, squirt, cutie, blondie, sunshine... call me what you will. first and foremost, i love my Savior. i write. alot. mainly poetry and journaling. i draw alot too, but mainly horses. and horses are pretty much a sliver of heaven. music is mai life. i can get pretty hyper a lot of the time, but im only hyper because i get so happy.. or tired. i have high standards, but maybe too high. i love just standing in the rain, listening. and songs full of perfect lyrics. i love stars.. and windows. climbing random things is becoming funn. caffeine and sugar are my drug. im insecure. and apparently im intriguing... and hard to get, but i suppose sometimes i like it that way. im afraid of smiley fries. i learn new things every day, good or bad. i can be a quite a jealous person, but i dont like it. i am not a fan of change. i live for words, but somedays i just wish we didnt have them at all. im an overthinker, which is a bad thing. i also love photography. and.. im always in love. | Fav Music: | showbread, anberlin, hawk nelson, nevertheless, flee the seen, krystal meyers, flyleaf, familyforce5, mae, falling up, jon mclaughlin, jars of clay.. | Fav Movies: | national treasure, monty phython and the holy grail, lord of the rings, the phantom of the opera, corpse bride, eragon, princess of thieves, pirates of the caribbean [i have a mad affection for jack sparrow], the messengers, bridge to terabithia for it intrigues me ^^, FLICKA, ratatouille : ].. | Homepage: | http://www.xanga.com/stareyedchild |
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an excuse to stayPosted on: January 17, 2009, at 04:31:27pm [ 0 comments] oh, captain
my dear captain
why do i feel
as if i've let you down?
how you tip your head
how your eyes wrap around my shoulders
i know you know
but i don't know what you think,
as you do me
oh, nameless
believe me, i know your name
you've been burned into my memory
you are different to me
and i can't breathe a word
please accept my smile, my laughter
as a kind word, a thought to you
then, quick
cast your eyes away
before their pleasant darkness
sweeps me out to sea btw,Posted on: October 21, 2008, at 05:10:00pm [ 0 comments] what i was in june 2008
can never compare to what i am now.
i wish you could see me now
i wish i could show you how
i'm
not
who
i was
: ] a bluPosted on: June 11, 2008, at 01:46:09pm [ 0 comments] we name trees
we're so afraid
so alike
we love to be held
we revel in the outside
so alike
i ache
to see you ache
maybe you still dislike me
sorry i'm still growing
i'd like to reach out, but it's hard
and i still can't tell you
how much i love you
how i wish i could comfort you iRunPosted on: May 7, 2008, at 07:11:47pm [ 0 comments] i'm a pretty impossible lady to be with
over you over you over you over you over you
but nevertheless,
i stand
anyways
impossibilities
that's my middle name right there
not jo, not sue, not mae
impossible
like kim possible?
just more impish
and less fantastic
lael is coming
and besides the MS Depression, i think i truly need this
not just because a certain boy will be there [being all musically inclined and such]
but because i'm only bringing clothes, my bible, my journal.
not maipod, nor gameboy
because i need to do that
to listen
not focus on the music like i usually do
samantha impossible
yes, i like it
never really did see why tons of boys got their sights on me
insecure, loud, introverted, hates phones, swears - oh yeah, she's a real catch
.. yet repeatedly i'm told that i truly am
and yet your asian vocabulary
goes right over my head 1180790 to 1561700Posted on: April 23, 2008, at 04:36:33pm [ 0 comments] i've got to be honest
i've been playing for over a year
and MAXforever
is a major armkillerrr
perseverance though
i like it
and my little beast of a drummer boy?
i hope you're sincere
two hearts like ours?
we could make this right
be honest
persevere
and smile
a lot : ]
| miss me beautiful | | Hey you :D Lol, just saw all my pretty comments. Well remember that bad thing I was waiting to happen? At 10/25/07 well 12/31/07 she broke up with me :P. Guess that counts as a bad thing hehe, however things are much better now :D, throw me a pm or AIM MSN whatever. BAI. | | thank you. | | HIYA =O | | aw | | RAWR thankies | | Really really good :D. I get to see Tessa on Saturday. Im so excited. She's amazing and I love her so much. Shes like my other half, but me being a pessimest is still waiting for something bad to happen but the more time goes on the more I realize that she does love me as much as I do her, and that nothing bad IS going to happen :P its fun | | *huggles* I guess Im just lovable :P. Thanks for bein there for me though. | | hmm that didn't come out right. I was trying to refer to your age... instead I failed... again. | | Ya baby :P. *huggles* I proud of me too :P | Older Comments |
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