"layla seraphina" she's the girl i'm slowly learning more and more about. i can't honestly tell you "about me" when i don't fully know myself. each day i grow a step closer to learning every detail about myself. my life is like a storybook where i hold the pen, but the object is foreign in my hand. i can't seem to fully connect with the paper and pen. mistakes have been made but i can't edit them. so i guess i'll just begin to tell you the things i know so far. i don't really care for most people i have some "friends" but very few i actually like. i don't really like crowds and i am a very reserved person. i hate being open about myself personally, i prefer books over people, and i waste too much of my time dreaming. i know i can't stop the rain from falling but that doesn't stop me from trying. i'm not a very clingy person and i prefer not to be touched unless i know you. i dislike formal greetings because i find them to be awkward situations. i don't like to get close to people. i tend to be too honest and i know the state of confusion only too well. i don't like to be called lay unless your a close friend otherwise my name is layla. i use music as a wall to lean on and can often become lost in it. very few people know the "real layla". i'm finding myself more and more drawn to literature and i'm thinking about a writing career. i find that kids live life better than we do ourselves. lost in their innocence and love of life. sometimes i wish i could stop the clock and just breath. often i just want to pack my bags and leave this life not to end life itself but just leave away from the noise, pressure, and stress. i constantly find myself searching for my other half. ever since i was a kid i've liked to watch the trees, majestically standing tall as the wind throws them around and the rain pounds hard against their exterior. i could go on telling all that i've learned over these 15 years but i'm closing the book for the moment.

The Spill Canvas, Dear Juliet, Automatic LoveLetter, All Time Low, We The Kings, Mcfly, Alesena, The Used, Pat Benatar, Cocorosie, Hellogoodbye, Boys Like Girls, Tyler Hilton, Hit The Lights, A Change of Pace, Meg & Dia, Silverstein, I have too much music that I like to put down lol