At this time I would like to apologize to myself and to everyone else for being a sell out. Over the summer, I spent practically all of July deciding if I would rather pursue something for the money (chemistry) or for my passion for it (music). Sadly, my greed and ignorance led me into making the wrong choice...majoring in chemistry. I knew from the beginning this was a mistake, but my desire for wealth made me believe I could stick it through. This, my friends, makes me ashamed. I turned my back completely on something I love: music (rather that's composing or playing any instrument handed to me.) This betrayal of my one true passion makes me sort of feel like I'm not good enough for it (despite how cheesy that sounds). After just 2 or 3 weeks here, I've realized how much I can't stand chemistry. Therefore, near the end of the semester I am officially going to change my major to something I've always loved and enjoyed (the real reason behind choosing a major): music.

Summary: Don't do something for the money. Choose a career that you will enjoy...you are going to spend the rest of your life doing that after all. :D

P.S. I'm only taking core classes right now so thankfully having the wrong major isn't really effecting me much at this point.

PP.SS. My dream job has always been to become a music teacher/directer&composer. I'm fairly certain (almost 100% actually) everyone that that is what I, reptile3141, will be in the distant future!


PPP.SSS. I'm excited just thinking about it. Once again, do something you enjoy! I'm just figuring that out cuz I'm retared. kthxbi

Yea, I'm back at my house to enjoy Labor Day weekend and hang with TEH friends (and possibly a woman figure :)+;)=:D. Anyway, I can still chat to everyone from here, but I can't play FFR (AKA I'm on the Apple...ugh). Well, not having FFR as a distraction will allow me to get some work done and possibly get ahead in a few things. Woot.

Well, I am moving into my sh**** dormroom tomorrow. Ah yes...tomorrow I leave my home, my current life, and worst of all all of my friends. It REALLY sucks...hard. I'm majoring in chemistry (the hardest thing one could do) so I'm hoping I still have a lot of free time. The work will most likely be harder but I should have more hours available than compared to highschool. In highschool it was 35 hours a week, in college it's gonna be 16. So yea. OH, and I have to live with a roomate. Hopefully he isn't a prick.
Hope to be on late tomorrow night and back on schedule on Sunday.
Peace out, guys. ~ ~

Lately, I have been getting A TON of black flags...AND booflags (even more of these). It is REALLY starting to piss me off to hell and back.

So, I recently bought a new computer for college. I figured, "Hey, why the hell not go with an imac?" Well, I have recently discovered the error of my ways. Apples, when dealing with flash problems and sh**, is like 987598437598437987698798769856986985798456987459867459687340987430976098745986 times worse than Vista. I tried playing FFR...but...it lags, skips, gives random misses, and the arrows aren't even in key with the music. BUT WAIT THERE IS MORE! Not only does it mess up for FFR, but it runs very very few other games I find entertaining as well. I just discovered that macs are solely meant for office space (work and crap). I'll admit though, this is MY fault. I didn't do the necessary research I should've and I am paying for it...OR AM I?!?! Actually, my parents said they would actually prefer the apple over the Dell we have (the one I'm using now). Sooo it looks like everyone might just win! :D Also, for you Apple lovers out there, this "blog" isn't meant to be offensive in any way. I just believe there is more to college than books. If I take the imac to college, the world of online amusement will not be possible.