What do you think is wrong with you?

[Xayphon]

Re: What do you think is wrong with you?

i wouldnt even know where to begin damn lets see here

to start things off im overweight
i tend to joke to much and tend to understate
the seriousness of conversations let me demonstrate
when i talk about my problems
be them about life or about death
i'll be overly sarcastic to the point its turned to jest
so now no one can take me seriously and ive lost friends because of it
the third thing that i would mention
is that its really hard for me to give a damn
and its not that i dont care its just that its hard to give a damn
maybe its a lack of self respect for myself and what i do
or the fact that i dont think anything is worth doing
its all the same and nothing is new
i battle with depression yeah suicide has come to mind
i struggle with my vision getting worse i might as well be blind
i forgot how to love and all my relationships have gone to shit
i really want this all to change even if its just a little bit
just the fraction of a smidgen of the shit that i live now
just to say that lifes worth loving
that my life is worth living too but how
can i pretend to change when around ever corner
and around every bend
all i see is death, dissatisfaction, greed, sorrow, and pain
all i see is suffering and negligence its insane how it wont end
i wish that i had faith to believe in god
because maybe if i was showered in ignorance my wounds would mend

I applause your ability to handle words like this, good read

[andy-o24]

Re: What do you think is wrong with you?

- Underweight (6', 125lbs)

- Overly critical of myself. I have no good qualities be it personality or physical.

- Hard time making and keeping friends. From high school, I'd say I have kept zero friends from the maybe five I made. Or perhaps it is that I don't know when I have made a friend. Regardless, I don't keep in contact with acquaintances and I am seemingly alone aside from my brother's friends who accept me.

- I procrastinate too much. Every English paper I did last semester was done the night before it was due because it takes the pressure of a due assignment for me to buckle down and focus.

- I am overly sarcastic in every situation possible regardless of who it is I am talking to. I talked to a professor and was being sarcastic. And you would have a hard time knowing whether I am being serious or not because of what Cavernio mentioned was being deadpan.

- I am soft spoken and thus my insights, if you can call them that, are not heard. Perhaps that's better for most people.

- I say very radical things that should throw people off. If you didn't know any better, from what you hear me say, you'd think I was gay. I can *assure* you (you'll always be able to doubt and I will never try to tell you otherwise) I am not.

- I scratch myself and end up with cuts all over my body. This usually happens at night, and I have a very scarred back from it. Must be a fingernail issue. Wish I had some clippers.

I can absolutely guarantee there is more for this list, but I'll stop it here. Most of it is just "I hate myself but I am stuck with myself and therefore I will deal with my issues."

-o24

[Pseudo Enigma]

Re: What do you think is wrong with you?

Actually one thing that pisses me off most is that I can't make music, and I can't make Simfiles/Beatmaps either. I just suck at that stuff and can't grasp it. It's a shame because I think I am pretty good at analyzing music and could potentially be creative with it if I managed to get over this.

[Wayward Vagabond]

Re: What do you think is wrong with you?

Making stepfiles is easy and something you can learn to do in less time that most other things. Do it!

[SpoOkyMagician]

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^ 100% agree. Just give it a try Pseudo Enigma.

With creating music on the other hand... Some people got it and some people don't... :\ I have been trying since... FLS 6? Yeah... I just can't... You can try all you want but, it's a special type of creativity/skill? This is why I just keep it a hobby of mine.

~ SpoOkyMagician

[DragonIIDX]

Re: What do you think is wrong with you?

I'm a lazy, procrastinating, overly sarcastic, overweight, socially awkward, high school and college drop out who still doesn't know what to do with his life.

I'm also another person who can't whistle or snap my fingers. I'm pretty much talentless.

[Wayward Vagabond]

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[SKG_Scintill]

Re: What do you think is wrong with you?

- Underweight (6', 125lbs)

5'10", 105lbs

[DragonIIDX]

Re: What do you think is wrong with you?

I guess my avatar is pretty much me in a nutshell now that I see this lol.

[SpoOkyMagician]

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Relating to the snapping fingers bit, I was thinking about this last night. I found this very puzzling/confusing.

I am primarily a right handed person. However, I cannot snap my fingers with my right hand. Only my left hand... I find this very odd. (I may be going a bit off topic but this does intrigue me.) How about you all?

~ SpoOkyMagician

[Pseudo Enigma]

Re: What do you think is wrong with you?

Relating to the snapping fingers bit, I was thinking about this last night. I found this very puzzling/confusing.

I am primarily a right handed person. However, I cannot snap my fingers with my right hand. Only my left hand... I find this very odd. (I may be going a bit off topic but this does intrigue me.) How about you all?

~ SpoOkyMagician

I can snap with the ring and middle on each hand I don't think there's anything wrong with me, unless being dextrous is a bad thing.

edit: if you realize that the sound of the snap is just your finger smacking the base of your palm/thumb, it becomes easier to snap with any finger you choose...I can make mild sounds with almost any finger but the middle on each are definitely the loudest lol

[JohnRedWolf87]

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I guess my avatar is pretty much me in a nutshell now that I see this lol.

Have you ever considered forming an army and kidnapping plumbers' girlfriends?

[lurker]

Re: What do you think is wrong with you?

i'm naive and i'm not hard enough on myself

I love calling people out and reminding them of their mistakes over and over

you don't say

[XelNya]

Re: What do you think is wrong with you?

This would be quite the long list, I don't think I'd be able to hit all of it.

To generalize a lot of it:

I'm awful with people to the point where my entire personality is pretty shaped at keeping people who don't have a massive amount of tolerance away. (I can only guess here, but this is what I've gathered based on what I've been told.) I offended people with little to no reasoning and usually I don't even feel bad about it. I'm also a massive hypocrite and am fucking garbage at phrasing things. I lack an attention span for long periods and my vocabulary is mediocre at best. I fail to understand why people accept a lot of norms as they are, especially things such as why we keep children sheltered from things such as bad language.

And a hell of a lot more I more than likely missed.

[Godnick]

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I present myself horribly. Feel like I'll never feel the same way being left handed. Think about what everyone else is thinking about my opinion to such a high degree it discourages me to respond to things. Read things and feel like I could respond appropriately but then feel like my opinion would be too subject to criticism.