What do you think is wrong with you?

[Trogdor!!!!]

Re: What do you think is wrong with you?

Who knows. Perhaps you prefer to stay awake to find further means of entertaining yourself until you've had your fill? That applies to me a lot of the time. You are advised for example to not use electronic devices or watch tv for 2 hours I think? before getting ready for sleep, but for people like you and I who use our computers or tablets quite often, that is not really an option because of our desire to keep ourselves entertained through that outlet. My body like yours I'm assuming, is probably trained to continue doing what I want until I decide that it is time to finally rest, and that doesn't happen til around 4 am or so.

This sounds like a pretty accurate description of how my day ends. I kind of just choose when I want to go to bed except for the occasional "watching youtube/movies in bed and accidentally fall asleep" and instead of around 4 A.M. it just happens to be 10:30.

[PaperclipGames]

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I can relate to most of Silvuh's post. I have improved a fair bit from what I used to be, and most of these things can be changed from within. You've just got to get really mad at yourself and find some sort of power to push yourself into getting your ass to work.

... which is almost impossible, but not quite.

[Silvuh]

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This is the kind of stuff that only you can work on imo, but it's good that you can at least pinpoint where the problems lie.

Ehehe, yeah, if only fixing the problem was as easy as identifying it. The coming circumstances, I think, will get me to really start to put in effort into my life. Gotta get my butt in gear to be able to graduate this semester, and then the real world will finally happen. I shouldn't have to wait for the world to kick me, but, haha ... I don't know.

I used to have this problem when I was younger. As I grew older I started to realize that the uneasy feeling you get from those confrontations doesn't last forever and eventually dealing with them was incredibly easy as long as I remembered that.

Mhm, I imagine it'll get easier the more confrontations I deal with. First steps are the hardest and such, eheh. It's like, in the moment, I don't even think to weigh the positives and the negatives. There are usually more positives, but I can't help but focus on the bad stuff.

You should take pride in anything you make honestly. Regardless of what it is. It's not a waste of time if you enjoyed doing it.

Eheh, thanks. My head kinda sucks the fun out of anything creative I do, thinking of it as work that needs to be done to fill a productivity quota rather than as a fun hobby.

Not everyone is mean and judgmental you shouldn't have to worry about this. ):<

Ahaha, yeah, thank you ... I don't even know why I do. It annoys me when people are hypocritical, especially when they don't even see it, so it would be hypocritical ... for me to be hypocritical. Haha. And of course, by thinking that other people don't care when they don't respond to me, that's me being judgmental, so, haha ... It's all silly. As if I don't contradict myself enough, I may as well just roll with it and not worry so much.

You don't need power to mean something nor help people. And I don't think wanting to help out anyone period makes you a "selfish sack of shit".

Eheh, you see how hard I am on myself. ><;; You're right, and I just now, like ... tried to come up with an analogy and couldn't. So, yeah, that was a silly way to think.

Sorry I couldn't help you out with everything but at least I tried I'm not good with this kind of stuff dsfjk :c

Ehehe, it's alright. I do appreciate the help and concern, and it really does help. So, rawr, thank youu~

You've just got to get really mad at yourself and find some sort of power to push yourself into getting your ass to work.

For most of my life, that power has been my mom. The high school I went to would send a progress report whenever a student was failing a class along with negative comment codes, like not turning in work and not participating in class. She'd get me to do my stupid work when she saw one. But I started checking the mailbox before she got home from work, so I could hide them to not have to deal with Mom being upset with me. Though she could almost always tell when I'm lying, so ... College has been harder, because it's easier to lie over the phone. "Future me will deal with it." I hate that I think like that. If I could tell her every time I got behind in my school work, I would be constantly dealing with some self-shaming but would circumvent the inevitable future shit-fest of not graduating on time if I can't get all my work done. It's like, I hope I can sort the problem out myself so I don't have to make her worry, but then I never sort it out. So it'll always be "Why didn't you tell me sooner?" And there'd be no good answer.

[Izzy]

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- I literally freak out when people chew ice

Agreed, this one greatly upsets me too.

[Trogdor!!!!]

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Wow what's wrong with chewing ice

[Izzy]

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I don't know. It just makes me cringe and I usually ask them to stop or I leave.

[thesunfan]

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I can't remark on why it bothers them, but it is incredibly unhealthy for your teeth.

[Dynam0]

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Wow what's wrong with chewing ice

I don't mind if someone else does it (I feed my dog ice cubes all the time, she thinks it's actually food or something and gets so excited lmao what a tard). I can't do it myself though...that "squeaking" sound as it starts to compress and then break...aslifjsldljfhskjdfn

I hate the sound of walking on nearly frozen snow...that squeak is way worse imo :/

[Trogdor!!!!]

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I don't mind if someone else does it (I feed my dog ice cubes all the time, she thinks it's actually food or something and gets so excited lmao what a tard). I can't do it myself though...that "squeaking" sound as it starts to compress and then break...aslifjsldljfhskjdfn

I hate the sound of walking on nearly frozen snow...that squeak is way worse imo :/

How would you feel if I rubbed two pieces of styrofoam together

[Dynam0]

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OMG DONT (srs)

[Xiz]

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How would you feel if I rubbed two pieces of styrofoam together

don't be that guy. Greg has already been a WHORE today and messaged me about crushing ice.

[Xiz]

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I gave you my heart sunfan... and this is how you treat me...

[thesunfan]

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I don't want your heart, Xiv. In fact, I want nothing to do with you.

[PaperclipGames]

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Why would anyone ever chew ice? WTF?

[Izzy]

Re: What do you think is wrong with you?

I don't know. Ask my brother who always puts crushed ice in his water and then eats it afterward.