Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod

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  • ~HentaiXXX~
    Banned
    • Apr 2007
    • 2955

    #241
    Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod

    I told my mom about a kid who committed suicide on this site, she acts like she doesn't care(I don't blame her really, what else can she do when she doesn't even understand the site?) and it really sparks some frustration inside of me...it feels like I'm alone.

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    • ichliebekase
      FFR Simfile Author
      FFR Simfile Author
      • May 2006
      • 3213

      #242
      Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod

      I actually got some understanding out of my brother. So did Panic4Me and her cousin. I haven't told my parents because they ridiculed me for talking to people on the internet for years.
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      • revolutionomega
        FFR Veteran
        • Mar 2006
        • 2240

        #243
        Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod

        I think it is best to confide in those you have the confidence to speak with. If anyone would like someone to just be there to listen, I'm willing to offer my phone number by word of PM as well. Card is about done and should be getting out in the morning.

        Thankfully I have some understanding people around me who realized that it's more than just some guy on the internet, I believe he truly was all of our "friend."
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        • lizzzzzx3m
          R.I.P Steve.
          • Aug 2007
          • 55

          #244
          Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod

          Originally posted by Rubin0
          Every time I have almost mentioned that someone I knew recently died, I stop myself. How do I explain to people in "real life" that a person that I knew from an internet forum and never met in person died and that it upset me? Some people really don't understand the whole internet thing to begin with. I honestly don't understand it. I never saw the guy in person. He messaged me on FFR once. It was a long time ago, I had posted a stupid forum topic, I was getting flamed, and he was the only person that was friendly to me and went out of his way to talk. Just knowing that he was a real person and that now he isn't here anymore is very upsetting.
          That's the exact same problem I have. It seems like no one outside of this website understands. You're among friends on this website, so talk to any of us. We all loved Steve.
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          R.I.P. Steve. I miss you <3

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          • EnR
            Massive flaming dildos.
            FFR Simfile Author
            • Jul 2007
            • 8431

            #245
            Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod

            I told my mom and my exgf that one of my good FFR friends died and they both were shocked and said they felt bad and ****. <3
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            • eurostud4
              FFR Veteran
              • Jan 2006
              • 995

              #246
              Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod

              Mick (ickalanda) was asked to write a little memorial thing for Steve to be on the front page. Peter (dAnceguy) and I are going to be helping him out, too so that we can get as much of his story in the best quality possible. He definitely deserves it.

              It may take a little while though because we still have a few finals to get through :/
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              R.I.P. Steve <3

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              • ~HentaiXXX~
                Banned
                • Apr 2007
                • 2955

                #247
                Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod

                Just say it straight from the heart, that's all we can ask.

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                • Yieldsign
                  FFR Player
                  • Dec 2010
                  • 47

                  #248
                  Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod

                  sad and condolences to everyone that actually knew him.

                  im not going to pretend like i'm not a lil weirded out that people who maybe talked to him on forumchat a few times or saw a couple of his posts are making song tributes to him... but hey, not like its hurtin anyone

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                  • Xx{Midnight}xX
                    FFR Player
                    • Aug 2007
                    • 8548

                    #249
                    Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod

                    As long as you mean every word, i could almost careless what you two write.

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                    • championanwar
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                      FFR Simfile Author
                      FFR Music Producer
                      • Jun 2004
                      • 2588

                      #250
                      Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod

                      He was a good guy from what I knew of him, it's a shame he thought suicide was the answer.

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                      • BabyViperx3
                        FFR Player
                        • Apr 2008
                        • 444

                        #251
                        Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod

                        Originally posted by eurostud4
                        Mick (ickalanda) was asked to write a little memorial thing for Steve to be on the front page. Peter (dAnceguy) and I are going to be helping him out, too so that we can get as much of his story in the best quality possible. He definitely deserves it.

                        It may take a little while though because we still have a few finals to get through :/
                        I agree. He really does deserve it. A lot of people knew him and were great friends with him. Take your time, guys. We understand you guys have school & what no. No rush.

                        Originally posted by adlp
                        didnt know him
                        Well, that sucks for you. Steve was a great guy.






                        R.I.P Jellygawd<3

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                        • Fogfactor
                          FFR Player
                          • Jul 2009
                          • 44

                          #252
                          Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod

                          No one really gives a **** until he dies, and suddenly EVERYONE's his freaking BFF
                          rite?

                          Also ya i knew him IRL, we went out for picnics and **** <3

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                          • ddr_f4n
                            FFR Player
                            • Sep 2005
                            • 3807

                            #253
                            Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod

                            Holy **** man.

                            In all honesty, I wasn't close to him at all, and I didn't know him too well, but still, to know someone I've at least talked to in some way, someone who I've at least known in some way to commit suicide, it saddens me greatly. I feel sorry for not only him, but to his parents, his relatives, and to everyone one of his friends, close or not.

                            If I could I would give his family something for some kind of support. But for, they all have my condolences...
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                            • Rubin0
                              FFR Player
                              • Jun 2006
                              • 1276

                              #254
                              Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod

                              I can't even fathom how someone could have any desire to troll a thread about someone that just died. That's really sick and unbelievably callous.
                              The weight of what I say depends on how you feel.

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                              • Netjet!
                                Sic itur ad astra
                                FFR Simfile Author
                                • Jan 2008
                                • 4701

                                #255
                                Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod

                                Seriously? This is a memorial thread, quit the trolling. adlp, do it again and you're banned from the forums, got it?
                                RIP Steve Van Ness <3

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