I am going NUTS!

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  • Hydlide
    FFR Player
    • Aug 2008
    • 57
    #1

    I am going NUTS!

    Right, I will try to type this as long as I don't get another attack... My state is very fluctuating atm due to the holiday season and I am getting these really strange attacks atm... I also called the shrink and she told me tooo get bek at 5 jan... wich sux atm..

    But, ok

    here goes link

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hqfl80Royrc


    have fun

    I am not having any atm
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    • funmonkey54
      The Chill Keeper
      • Oct 2007
      • 4127
      #2
      Re: I am going NUTS!

      This thread makes no sense to me at all.
      What is the purpose in this?

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        • championanwar
          Ask Nuro! x3
          FFR Simfile Author
          FFR Music Producer
          • Jun 2004
          • 2588
          #3
          Re: I am going NUTS!

          It's a nice tune regardless

          Originally posted by aperson
          all of 65dos are dumb an noticable because their idea of 7/8 is 4/4 with one beat cut off the end
          aperson: yo shikari if u c thom yorke
          aperson: plz tell him 2 start usin consonants again
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            • tha Guardians
              MCDC 2011
              • Nov 2006
              • 1680
              #4
              Re: I am going NUTS!

              Yes it is. I'm enjoying it atm.
              Very repetitive, but I don't mind if its a song like this atm.

              Sounds like something out of The Matrix atm.


              P.S. atm

              Originally posted by sonic-fast-fingers
              can someone clarrify what QFT means my friend told me its quit ****ing talking, but im not 100 percent sure

              Originally posted by Synthlight
              I need a car that drives itself completely automated and I want it for free and it needs infinite gas mileage.

              Cheers,

              Synthlight

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                • Hydlide
                  FFR Player
                  • Aug 2008
                  • 57
                  #5
                  Re: I am going NUTS!

                  Originally posted by funmonkey54
                  This thread makes no sense to me at all.
                  What is the purpose in this?
                  This is a blog entry that I just wrote down... Have fun (it will probably filter out most of the F words btw):

                  Seriously... lets put it straight.. I will go off the record here, throw everything I have got on my keyboard and type my true feelings as I feel this at this single moment: LIFE SUXX!!

                  As I have always says in dutch "het leven is een aan een schakeling van dieptepunten".. in english, it will probably mean something like "life is nothing more then a piece of **** that stacks up". I am getting to a point that always happends to me every year...

                  Holiday season, I ****ing hate it... and I ****ing always will! It is the only season that you hang out with your family, have fun and what not. Well.. Sorry to say: My family has dies most of it anyways. This is the season that I hate the most because it also reminds me of times that I personally don't want to remember. I miss my mom, I miss my dad (which I never got to know that well), I miss everything that everyone else has... socialize with friends (I don't have many), have fun with family (I don't have much left), remember the good old times with them... really, I can remember that I got almost choked by my mom on christmas eve... Nice memory...

                  Really, every year... it is the same ****ing buisness... these memories always return. And this year, it feels like I am litlerly choking to death. It feels like something is stuck there, and each time I swollow, it feels like the same deal... Happy holidays... Have fun with that.

                  Yesterday evening, it struck me the most.. heck, I can recall last friday night even better... it was the night that I went to the emergency service that single evening since I was trembling like a madman, and some something was choking me to death... and I didn't realize death was that scary..

                  My heart is weak atm, everytime I think of what is happening inside my body, I start to sweat... My heart starts to pound like a madman, and the only thing that keeps me away from all this horror... is making music.

                  Even while I type this piece of garbage, my mind is going bezerk! It feels like emotions are typing this, and this is not me typing this. I feel like the freaking hulk... but I am not turning green yet. I just have this really big "pulse" in the back of my throat that says "RAAAAWR!" and screams for attention...

                  I have no ways out of this atm... It is just a matter of waiting until this whole thing just passes away... I am scared ****less! I am frightneged by myself, and the things I can do... I am not in control of myself... My body basicly tells me how to act right now. And at this point, I feel pissed off as hell! Basicly screaming for revenge for the things that happened to me in the past!

                  seriously, if you ask why I post this... ask FFR.. they asked me to come up with an explination why I act this way!

                  There! I have said it! It comes from the heart... or mind.. or what ever is controlling me atm... I dont know what it is...

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                    • who_cares973
                      FFR Player
                      • Aug 2006
                      • 15407
                      #6
                      Re: I am going NUTS!

                      Originally posted by tha Guardians
                      Yes it is. I'm enjoying it atm.
                      Very repetitive, but I don't mind if its a song like this atm.

                      Sounds like something out of The Matrix atm.


                      P.S. atm
                      dont be a douche

                      good work as always hydlide sucks what you go through every year though =/
                      Last edited by who_cares973; 12-29-2008, 12:57 PM.

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                        • funmonkey54
                          The Chill Keeper
                          • Oct 2007
                          • 4127
                          #7
                          Re: I am going NUTS!

                          So, the song is the musical form of your feelings about the holidays if I interpret this correctly. And you feel this way because of the death of most of your family. If this is the case I am very sorry for your losses. On the other hand, you did get a pretty cool song out of it!

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                            • Quigly
                              nah
                              • Jan 2008
                              • 3506
                              #8
                              Re: I am going NUTS!

                              Nice song, makes me want to beat up a bunch of baddies all Transporter 2-style.
                              nah

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                                • iPatcH
                                  Swamp Lemons Rule
                                  FFR Simfile Author
                                  FFR Music Producer
                                  • Dec 2004
                                  • 3370
                                  #9
                                  Re: I am going NUTS!

                                  why arent you doing acid
                                  put on a donk on it

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                                    • Mahjix
                                      FFR Veteran
                                      • May 2006
                                      • 182
                                      #10
                                      Re: I am going NUTS!

                                      This is pretty cool. It sounds like it needs to go into a climax at some point. I can't seem to find it.
                                      www.InkJuse.com

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