Just some poems

So I decided to share some of my crappy poetry. I was fairly angry while writing it.

I will explain some of it if asked, otherwise this is more of just a way for me to release the burden of knowledge etc etc.

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In my eyes

No words
Absence of emotion
Every morning I look at you
Nothing changes

In my heart

A rot that started ages ago
Took hold and split the wood
Lying broken and black
Decaying in the warm winter

In my hands

You and I
Different but the same
You will do nothing
But one thing I can do

There is nothing I can do


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I see red
In the sky
In the earth

I try to hide it
From myself
From my beloved

I want to unleash my cracked hands
Wet with red tears
Stained with incomplete sin

I know that Dante’s preview is too good for you

But I can’t do it

I won’t


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See the tree for the forest

See the grass for the field

See the moment for the lifetime

Lost in ways indescribable and inescapable I fall
Drunken and sinking
Wet and stinking


Never reborn but both birthed and aborted


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Frozen in mind are the feelings fleeting in the moment
River to water richer but muddy wealthier but ruddy
The holy hate baptizing the unforgiven holds fast
Binds bound chains drag dragging slowing stopping
The heart of it races and stalls evacuated stinking
Trampled alone herds long gone not remembered
Lost in trivialities cost payable debt bound


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