It's about time I say way I haven't been around much.

Well guys and gals. I know you probably don't know me aswell as you thought but I must say the reason I ain't around much anymore.

My old man passed away on September the 3rd. It's hard going at the moment but I am coping just like the rest of my family. It's a weird thing coming back home not seeing him there, just the memory of him laying there dead everytime I walk into my own house. He died in his sleep which I thought was good. I couldn't of faced him suffer else I would of been in more deeper shock after coming back from work and seeing him. He had died an hour before I got into the house. I got to say my proper goodbye at the funeral and still remember it went well, just as I planned, saddening but it was a good way he went with the goodbyes.

He had his 15 minutes of fame a couple of weeks before he passed I may also add. He flipped his car over after sneezing and survived. He also made the front page news after this incident. I still have the paper. I am glad I got to work with him at the place he gave me an oppertunity to do. And I gave my speech in return of his life and how much I cared for him. All this makes me upset. But I must say he is/was the best dad in the world. I stuck with him through and through.

Thanks for your time.