made some lifestyle changes to have more respect for my physical appearance
got a job and gf (almost 2 years now)
because of the job and having gone to 4 games done quick events so far, i'm slowly becoming less introverted
learning to love myself and have more confidence, thanks to gf helping with some of that
instead of procrastinating, i'm actually chasing future goals for life stuff: learning to drive, looking for a better job, looking to get my own house, etc.
What you wanna do??? Where are your goals going to land you, after all the work you put in?
Do you think you want to raise a kid one day or is the world too fucked? Do you think there’s a way to contain all the fuckery going on?
i do want to go back to school first, wanting to switch from software programming to automotive systems tech and hopefully land a job in that area.
raising a kid is definitely out of that range for a few years haha, gf is in the same boat as me on that. also idk, i haven't really thought about it economically. i mostly feel like the human race might just wipe itself out between a year to a few years time, but maybe not.
Oh yeah, wanna talk about this “low energy” stuff? What’s that all about?
I tend to not be able to function too well unless I can fully wake up, which sometimes I need meds and a lot of coffee for, and even then sometimes my brain fog is too much lul. Also it’s hard to get a brain command to actually manifest into physical action.
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