anti-dep withdrawals are the worst

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  • choof
    Banned
    FFR Simfile Author
    • Nov 2013
    • 8563
    #1

    anti-dep withdrawals are the worst

    but thankfully an act of god or something put in a refill for meds so I get them tomorrow, I thought it would be weeks

    fortunately I've had benzos to keep me grounded for the past few days but I've had to take exceedingly high doses
    fortunately v2 I've only had to take them a few times

    I really need to try something new tho, feels like every time I get on an anti-dep it's good for a while and then starts falling to shit. the next thing to try might be something like lithium or abilify which I am totally open to. this will be the... sixth time I've changed meds? I'm going to straight up bitch my doctor out if he tries to put me on another regular anti-dep because they obviously don't work long term

    anyway I'm sorta good right now aside from the fact that some fuckstick in the rhythm game discord straight up encouraged me to kill myself tonight; that's pretty fucking neato.
    Last edited by choof; 12-8-2016, 04:36 PM.
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    • Shikari
      FFR Player
      • Oct 2010
      • 2055
      #2
      Re: anti-dep withdrawals are the worst

      I'm not a anti-dep connoisseur, so all I have to say is: godspeed. Hope you get better soon.

      Originally posted by gold stinger
      Shikari for resident profile artist

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        • Charu
          Snivy! Dohoho!
          FFR Simfile Author
          • Mar 2006
          • 6161
          #3
          Re: anti-dep withdrawals are the worst

          Originally posted by choof
          anyway I'm sorta good right now aside from the fact that some fuckstick in the rhythm game discord straight up encouraged me to kill myself tonight; that's pretty fucking neato.
          Wow...

          ...Mind mentioning this person so we can have a public lashing?


          Originally posted by JohnRedWolf87
          Charu the red-nosed Snivy
          Had a very shiny nose
          And if you ever saw it
          You could even say it glows

          All of the other Snivies
          Used to laugh and call him names
          They never let poor Charu
          Join in any Snivy games

          (Click the arrow to see the rest)


          Originally posted by Vendetta21
          All in all I would say that Charu not only won this game, his play made me reconsider how I play it.

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            • kommisar
              Dark Chancellor
              FFR Simfile Author
              FFR Music Producer
              • Jun 2005
              • 7328
              #4
              Re: anti-dep withdrawals are the worst

              Originally posted by choof
              anyway I'm sorta good right now aside from the fact that some fuckstick in the rhythm game discord straight up encouraged me to kill myself tonight; that's pretty fucking neato.
              wait that wasn't me was it

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                • choof
                  Banned
                  FFR Simfile Author
                  • Nov 2013
                  • 8563
                  #5
                  Re: anti-dep withdrawals are the worst

                  Originally posted by kommisar
                  wait that wasn't me was it
                  huh

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                    • kommisar
                      Dark Chancellor
                      FFR Simfile Author
                      FFR Music Producer
                      • Jun 2005
                      • 7328
                      #6
                      Re: anti-dep withdrawals are the worst

                      nvm i just called u darkness

                      submit to my pack we'll keep your mind busy for a bit~

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                        • Celirra
                          FFR Player
                          • Apr 2015
                          • 749
                          #7
                          Re: anti-dep withdrawals are the worst

                          Choof, please talk to me, I know I can't do much to help you but I really really want to be there for you to support you; if not me please at least someone here. A lot of us care about you and a lot of us are really worried. We all want to support you, so please please please please give us a chance to help.
                          ,,
                          　,＿, -ｰ'"{
                          　゛ヌ ﾉﾉﾉﾉﾊヾ
                          　ﾉ li.ﾟ ヮﾟﾉi
                          彡と} 猫.{つ

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                            • Charu
                              Snivy! Dohoho!
                              FFR Simfile Author
                              • Mar 2006
                              • 6161
                              #8
                              Re: anti-dep withdrawals are the worst

                              Whoa, calm down there, pretty sure he's not doing what you're thinking.


                              Originally posted by JohnRedWolf87
                              Charu the red-nosed Snivy
                              Had a very shiny nose
                              And if you ever saw it
                              You could even say it glows

                              All of the other Snivies
                              Used to laugh and call him names
                              They never let poor Charu
                              Join in any Snivy games

                              (Click the arrow to see the rest)


                              Originally posted by Vendetta21
                              All in all I would say that Charu not only won this game, his play made me reconsider how I play it.

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                                • choof
                                  Banned
                                  FFR Simfile Author
                                  • Nov 2013
                                  • 8563
                                  #9
                                  Re: anti-dep withdrawals are the worst

                                  miscommunication

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                                    • kommisar
                                      Dark Chancellor
                                      FFR Simfile Author
                                      FFR Music Producer
                                      • Jun 2005
                                      • 7328
                                      #10
                                      Re: anti-dep withdrawals are the worst

                                      kid's just having a rough time ease up a bit guys

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                                        • Celirra
                                          FFR Player
                                          • Apr 2015
                                          • 749
                                          #11
                                          Re: anti-dep withdrawals are the worst

                                          Glad you're doing ok Choof, sorry for getting over-worried bud.
                                          ,,
                                          　,＿, -ｰ'"{
                                          　゛ヌ ﾉﾉﾉﾉﾊヾ
                                          　ﾉ li.ﾟ ヮﾟﾉi
                                          彡と} 猫.{つ

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                                            • CJsaysGUAH
                                              FFR Player
                                              • Nov 2016
                                              • 30
                                              #12
                                              Re: anti-dep withdrawals are the worst

                                              if your doc is just writing prescriptions and not analyzing the issue you need a new doc.

                                              I say this as an anxiety/depression/bi-polar chronic sufferer.
                                              CJ - A.K.A. C Jota

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                                                • Arch0wl
                                                  Banned
                                                  FFR Simfile Author
                                                  • Dec 2002
                                                  • 6344
                                                  #13
                                                  Re: anti-dep withdrawals are the worst

                                                  antidepressant withdrawals are some of the worst psychiatric withdrawals I know of

                                                  you have all of my sympathy

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                                                    • Mahou
                                                      魔法少女
                                                      • Jan 2006
                                                      • 2153
                                                      #14
                                                      Re: anti-dep withdrawals are the worst

                                                      Hit me up on discord if you need to chat. Even if it's early in the morning.
                                                      Originally posted by lofty rhino
                                                      one does not simply hate everyone that plays stepmania
                                                      AND watch anime.

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                                                        • choof
                                                          Banned
                                                          FFR Simfile Author
                                                          • Nov 2013
                                                          • 8563
                                                          #15
                                                          Re: anti-dep withdrawals are the worst

                                                          Originally posted by CJsaysGUAH
                                                          if your doc is just writing prescriptions and not analyzing the issue you need a new doc.

                                                          I say this as an anxiety/depression/bi-polar chronic sufferer.
                                                          it's rly complicated but the doc I'm seeing on the 20th is really great and I believe I can pitch some form of anti-psych to him specifically for bipolar (I have an actual diagnosis of type 2 aka bipolar LITE aka hypomanic) but before I found this doc I was bouncing around and different doctors put me on different anti-deps like SXRIs and whatnot. I'm currently on gabapentin which works well in rly rly high doses, the tolerance skyrockets really quickly, I have to take close to 3 grams to feel anything from it

                                                          bipolar 2 is why i'm going to ask for abilify or lithium. preferably lithium.

                                                          funnily at some point within the last year I was on seroquel and it was amazing but another doctor took me off of it because "we usually don't prescribe that until we try a bunch of other things" like bruh come THHEEEE fuck on

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