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  • contrapatior
    Banned
    • Sep 2016
    • 191

    #1

    just got the news that my cousin died last night

    just got off the phone with my brother. my cousin died in a motorcycle accident last night. don't know too much beyond that and quite frankly I dont care to know. dead at 23.


    gonna be a rough patch for the family. keep us in your thoughts.
  • contrapatior
    Banned
    • Sep 2016
    • 191

    #2
    Re: just got the news that my cousin died last night

    mourningfall is, ofc, banned from posting itt

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    • MooMoo_Cowfreak
      Abraxas Hydroplane
      • May 2006
      • 1746

      #3
      Re: just got the news that my cousin died last night

      Very sorry to hear that Choof, my thoughts will definitely be with you and your family
      Originally posted by hi19hi19
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      • Charu
        Snivy! Dohoho!
        FFR Simfile Author
        • Mar 2006
        • 6161

        #4
        Re: just got the news that my cousin died last night

        Wow... I'm very sorry to hear that. Stay strong dude.


        Originally posted by JohnRedWolf87
        Charu the red-nosed Snivy
        Had a very shiny nose
        And if you ever saw it
        You could even say it glows

        All of the other Snivies
        Used to laugh and call him names
        They never let poor Charu
        Join in any Snivy games

        (Click the arrow to see the rest)


        Originally posted by Vendetta21
        All in all I would say that Charu not only won this game, his play made me reconsider how I play it.

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        • _Zenith_
          Accuracy Player
          • Mar 2011
          • 4629

          #5
          Re: just got the news that my cousin died last night

          I'm terribly sorry bro.. my condolences are sent to you and your family. I as well as others are here if you need us





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          • top
            Banned
            • Apr 2012
            • 1907

            #6
            Re: just got the news that my cousin died last night

            Fuck. I just hit a tree drunk driving Thursday night. Im 23....
            That really does suck man. I hope your coping mechanisms are trustworthy

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            • top
              Banned
              • Apr 2012
              • 1907

              #7
              Re: just got the news that my cousin died last night

              And btw.. with your mental bro, that's not good. Im only thinking of YOU.....

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              • contrapatior
                Banned
                • Sep 2016
                • 191

                #8
                Re: just got the news that my cousin died last night

                i'm honestly afraid that's going to be the main reason
                he was a reckless dude, drunk quite a lot and smoked a lot as well
                i'm afraid that he was under the influence of something. but ultimately it doesn't matter. he's gone.

                he had just gotten this fucking bike like a month ago, everyone in the family told him to be safe with it and not be a fucking idiot. he even had a scare a few weeks ago where he caught himself doing 100+ on a street and told us all that he would be more careful. goddamnit.

                I'm going over to see that side of the family tomorrow. he was the oldest of his siblings, ready to take on the family business and seemed to, after years of the partying bullshit, finally have his life on track. my brother's devastated, they were really close. I didn't grow up with that side of the family as much, but I'm still at a loss as to what to do.

                my coping mechanisms are good, I'm just going to take a double dose of my night meds and go to bed early tonight. probably gonna put on one of my cathartic albums to drift off to sleep with. tryshasla should be good.
                Last edited by contrapatior; 09-17-2016, 08:38 PM.

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                • drizzleRomanceGirl
                  It's okay to be yourself.
                  • Oct 2012
                  • 2963

                  #9
                  Re: just got the news that my cousin died last night

                  I'm sorry to hear that. If you want to talk about anything I'll be happy to listen.
                  hi

                  my discord username is drizzleRomanceGirl0706 in case anyone wants to message me

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                  • contrapatior
                    Banned
                    • Sep 2016
                    • 191

                    #10
                    Re: just got the news that my cousin died last night

                    with all the death I've experienced in my life, I've become kinda numb to it all. music should help with the mourning.

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                    • top
                      Banned
                      • Apr 2012
                      • 1907

                      #11
                      Re: just got the news that my cousin died last night

                      Originally posted by contrapatior
                      with all the death I've experienced in my life, I've become kinda numb to it all. music should help with the mourning.
                      +1

                      Hey man u just be safe okay? I know u just wanna sleep it off... Like I do with my problems..
                      But at some point you'll need to face everything(or at least some of it) involving what's happened. You need to be clear headed when confronting your family about it. You have to say the right things or you'll just end up lookin apathetic. Please take care dog. Don't end up emotionless

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                      • contrapatior
                        Banned
                        • Sep 2016
                        • 191

                        #12
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                        • TheThong
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                          • May 2009
                          • 510

                          #13
                          Re: just got the news that my cousin died last night

                          Thinking of you and the fam. <3

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                          • R.E. Aryxi
                            FFR Player
                            • Aug 2016
                            • 38

                            #14
                            Re: just got the news that my cousin died last night

                            Jeez man.. I'm sorry for your loss. I almost lost my brother in a bike accident, and one of the customers for the motorcycle shop i work for just passed too.. I hope things start looking up for you after this passes as well man.
                            Originally posted by Charu
                            So I'm minding my own damn business, right? Some scrub that plays some of dem dank games comes up and randomly says, in the most monotone voice, "hi". I was baffled, if not, stumped from this noise that was produced from that memers throat. I wanted to know the deep dark secrets to this mysterious noise. I started to research the meaning of life as I took the data from this encounter. 25 years later, I discovered that I was a piece of paper.

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                            • blindreper1179
                              Vice President Of TGB
                              • Jun 2006
                              • 5900

                              #15
                              Re: just got the news that my cousin died last night

                              Sorry to hear man. Here for ya bro. <3
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