just got the news that my cousin died last night

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just got off the phone with my brother. my cousin died in a motorcycle accident last night. don't know too much beyond that and quite frankly I dont care to know. dead at 23.


gonna be a rough patch for the family. keep us in your thoughts.

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mourningfall is, ofc, banned from posting itt

[MooMoo_Cowfreak]

Very sorry to hear that Choof, my thoughts will definitely be with you and your family

[Charu]

Wow... I'm very sorry to hear that. Stay strong dude.

[_Zenith_]

I'm terribly sorry bro.. my condolences are sent to you and your family. I as well as others are here if you need us

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Fuck. I just hit a tree drunk driving Thursday night. Im 23....
That really does suck man. I hope your coping mechanisms are trustworthy

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And btw.. with your mental bro, that's not good. Im only thinking of YOU.....

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i'm honestly afraid that's going to be the main reason
he was a reckless dude, drunk quite a lot and smoked a lot as well
i'm afraid that he was under the influence of something. but ultimately it doesn't matter. he's gone.

he had just gotten this fucking bike like a month ago, everyone in the family told him to be safe with it and not be a fucking idiot. he even had a scare a few weeks ago where he caught himself doing 100+ on a street and told us all that he would be more careful. goddamnit.

I'm going over to see that side of the family tomorrow. he was the oldest of his siblings, ready to take on the family business and seemed to, after years of the partying bullshit, finally have his life on track. my brother's devastated, they were really close. I didn't grow up with that side of the family as much, but I'm still at a loss as to what to do.

my coping mechanisms are good, I'm just going to take a double dose of my night meds and go to bed early tonight. probably gonna put on one of my cathartic albums to drift off to sleep with. tryshasla should be good.

[drizzleRomanceGirl]

I'm sorry to hear that. If you want to talk about anything I'll be happy to listen.

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with all the death I've experienced in my life, I've become kinda numb to it all. music should help with the mourning.

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Originally Posted by contrapatior

with all the death I've experienced in my life, I've become kinda numb to it all. music should help with the mourning.

+1

Hey man u just be safe okay? I know u just wanna sleep it off... Like I do with my problems..
But at some point you'll need to face everything(or at least some of it) involving what's happened. You need to be clear headed when confronting your family about it. You have to say the right things or you'll just end up lookin apathetic. Please take care dog. Don't end up emotionless

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http://m.reviewjournal.com/news/las-...torcycle-crash

[TheThong]

Thinking of you and the fam. <3

[R.E. Aryxi]

Jeez man.. I'm sorry for your loss. I almost lost my brother in a bike accident, and one of the customers for the motorcycle shop i work for just passed too.. I hope things start looking up for you after this passes as well man.

[blindreper1179]

Sorry to hear man. Here for ya bro. <3

[bmah]

You have my condolences choof. Keep your chin up and stay strong. Very sorry to hear that.

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Originally Posted by contrapatior

http://m.reviewjournal.com/news/las-...torcycle-crash

My World - Kid Cudi

Please listen. Please listen over and over. Please.

[Coolboyrulez0]

my condolences, man

[kommisar]

my sympathies dude

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Originally Posted by top

You need to be clear headed when confronting your family about it. You have to say the right things or you'll just end up lookin apathetic. Please take care dog. Don't end up emotionless

I got to see the family this morning for breakfast. didn't talk too much about drake but we caught up and it was really great seeing all of them. drake's younger cousin and I are pretty close, so I talked to him quite a bit about drake's death.
the family's heartbroken but we're all pretty strong. we'll pull through.

life goes on. it's surreal seeing all the facebook posts about it, and the accident is going to be on the news.

not sure if we're going to have an actual funeral, as those are pretty expensive and I'm not sure the family can pay for it. we'll definitely have dinner at our grandma's house soon though.

rest in peace.