Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod - Page 13

~HentaiXXX~ · 12-12-2010, 10:46 PM

I told my mom about a kid who committed suicide on this site, she acts like she doesn't care(I don't blame her really, what else can she do when she doesn't even understand the site?) and it really sparks some frustration inside of me...it feels like I'm alone.

**ichliebekase** · 12-12-2010, 10:51 PM

I actually got some understanding out of my brother. So did Panic4Me and her cousin. I haven't told my parents because they ridiculed me for talking to people on the internet for years.

**revolutionomega** · 12-12-2010, 11:49 PM

I think it is best to confide in those you have the confidence to speak with. If anyone would like someone to just be there to listen, I'm willing to offer my phone number by word of PM as well. Card is about done and should be getting out in the morning.

Thankfully I have some understanding people around me who realized that it's more than just some guy on the internet, I believe he truly was all of our "friend."

**lizzzzzx3m** · 12-13-2010, 12:07 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Rubin0

Every time I have almost mentioned that someone I knew recently died, I stop myself. How do I explain to people in "real life" that a person that I knew from an internet forum and never met in person died and that it upset me? Some people really don't understand the whole internet thing to begin with. I honestly don't understand it. I never saw the guy in person. He messaged me on FFR once. It was a long time ago, I had posted a stupid forum topic, I was getting flamed, and he was the only person that was friendly to me and went out of his way to talk. Just knowing that he was a real person and that now he isn't here anymore is very upsetting.

That's the exact same problem I have. It seems like no one outside of this website understands. You're among friends on this website, so talk to any of us. We all loved Steve.

**EnR** · 12-13-2010, 12:56 AM

I told my mom and my exgf that one of my good FFR friends died and they both were shocked and said they felt bad and ****. <3

**eurostud4** · 12-13-2010, 01:32 AM

Mick (ickalanda) was asked to write a little memorial thing for Steve to be on the front page. Peter (dAnceguy) and I are going to be helping him out, too so that we can get as much of his story in the best quality possible. He definitely deserves it.

It may take a little while though because we still have a few finals to get through :/

~HentaiXXX~ · 12-13-2010, 01:53 AM

Just say it straight from the heart, that's all we can ask.

Yieldsign · 12-13-2010, 03:12 AM

sad and condolences to everyone that actually knew him.

im not going to pretend like i'm not a lil weirded out that people who maybe talked to him on forumchat a few times or saw a couple of his posts are making song tributes to him... but hey, not like its hurtin anyone

Xx{Midnight}xX · 12-13-2010, 03:43 AM

As long as you mean every word, i could almost careless what you two write.

**championanwar** · 12-13-2010, 03:53 AM

He was a good guy from what I knew of him, it's a shame he thought suicide was the answer.

BabyViperx3 · 12-13-2010, 11:10 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by eurostud4

Mick (ickalanda) was asked to write a little memorial thing for Steve to be on the front page. Peter (dAnceguy) and I are going to be helping him out, too so that we can get as much of his story in the best quality possible. He definitely deserves it.

It may take a little while though because we still have a few finals to get through :/

I agree. He really does deserve it. A lot of people knew him and were great friends with him. Take your time, guys. We understand you guys have school & what no. No rush.

Quote:

Originally Posted by adlp

didnt know him

Well, that sucks for you. Steve was a great guy.

Fogfactor · 12-13-2010, 11:17 AM

No one really gives a **** until he dies, and suddenly EVERYONE's his freaking BFF
rite?

Also ya i knew him IRL, we went out for picnics and **** <3

ddr_f4n · 12-13-2010, 11:23 AM

Holy **** man.

In all honesty, I wasn't close to him at all, and I didn't know him too well, but still, to know someone I've at least talked to in some way, someone who I've at least known in some way to commit suicide, it saddens me greatly. I feel sorry for not only him, but to his parents, his relatives, and to everyone one of his friends, close or not.

If I could I would give his family something for some kind of support. But for, they all have my condolences...

Rubin0 · 12-13-2010, 02:26 PM

I can't even fathom how someone could have any desire to troll a thread about someone that just died. That's really sick and unbelievably callous.

**Netjet!** · 12-13-2010, 02:31 PM

Seriously? This is a memorial thread, quit the trolling. adlp, do it again and you're banned from the forums, got it?

**adlp** · 12-13-2010, 02:59 PM

ok sorry

Steve Was Great Guy I Didnt Know Him Too Well Though. My Condolenses To His Friends And Family. Its Nice To See The Whole Community Get Together In Memoriam Of A User.

**robertsona** · 12-13-2010, 04:25 PM

idk if youre joking around or whatever (did not see your original post) but jesus christ even i stopped the ****ing forum dickery for the death of a dude who a lot of people on here actually knew pretty well or talked with pretty often. c'mon

**ichliebekase** · 12-13-2010, 05:06 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Fogfactor

No one really gives a **** until he dies, and suddenly EVERYONE's his freaking BFF
rite?

Also ya i knew him IRL, we went out for picnics and **** <3

You obviously haven't read anything in this thread, have you? A lot of people cared about him. To think that even someone who knew him in real life would troll and talk badly about his friends is sickening.

~HentaiXXX~ · 12-13-2010, 05:17 PM

Oh boy, I saw this sh*tstorm coming. Everyone's all nice and gets along. But then everybody all of a sudden puts their guard up or some guy has to troll and everybody falls for it and it ruins the whole thing.

Everybody, don't let yourselves be distracted and stay aware of the message this whole thread sends.

Trilient · 12-14-2010, 08:35 AM

I didn't know JellyGod all that well, but I remember having my bouts with him on profile chat awhile back. Was fun to throw witty comments at eachother. RIP JellyGod, suppose we'll never get to finish our argument.

12-12-2010, 10:46 PM	#241
~HentaiXXX~ Banned Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: Spalding, Nebraska, USA Age: 30 Posts: 2,955	Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod I told my mom about a kid who committed suicide on this site, she acts like she doesn't care(I don't blame her really, what else can she do when she doesn't even understand the site?) and it really sparks some frustration inside of me...it feels like I'm alone.

12-12-2010, 10:51 PM	#242
ichliebekase FFR Simfile Author Join Date: May 2006 Posts: 3,213	Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod I actually got some understanding out of my brother. So did Panic4Me and her cousin. I haven't told my parents because they ridiculed me for talking to people on the internet for years. __________________ Glorious Morning - Misc, level 48 We Will Fly - Dance 2, level 53 =.The Ocean.= - Dance 2, level 56, collab with krunkykai22 Garden Party - Dance, level 38

12-12-2010, 11:49 PM	#243
revolutionomega FFR Veteran Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: White Plains, New York Age: 32 Posts: 2,240	Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod I think it is best to confide in those you have the confidence to speak with. If anyone would like someone to just be there to listen, I'm willing to offer my phone number by word of PM as well. Card is about done and should be getting out in the morning. Thankfully I have some understanding people around me who realized that it's more than just some guy on the internet, I believe he truly was all of our "friend." __________________ "AW MAN, WE SUCK AGAIN!" - Rob Schneider, The Waterboy (1998)

12-13-2010, 12:56 AM	#245
EnR Massive flaming dildos. Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: A-Town, Ontario Age: 31 Posts: 8,431	Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod I told my mom and my exgf that one of my good FFR friends died and they both were shocked and said they felt bad and ****. <3 __________________ [SIGPIC][/SIGPIC]

12-13-2010, 01:32 AM	#246
eurostud4 FFR Veteran Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: thicket of solitude Age: 32 Posts: 995	Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod Mick (ickalanda) was asked to write a little memorial thing for Steve to be on the front page. Peter (dAnceguy) and I are going to be helping him out, too so that we can get as much of his story in the best quality possible. He definitely deserves it. It may take a little while though because we still have a few finals to get through :/ __________________ FFR. R.I.P. Steve <3

12-13-2010, 01:53 AM	#247
~HentaiXXX~ Banned Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: Spalding, Nebraska, USA Age: 30 Posts: 2,955	Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod Just say it straight from the heart, that's all we can ask.

12-13-2010, 03:12 AM	#248
Yieldsign FFR Player Join Date: Dec 2010 Posts: 47	Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod sad and condolences to everyone that actually knew him. im not going to pretend like i'm not a lil weirded out that people who maybe talked to him on forumchat a few times or saw a couple of his posts are making song tributes to him... but hey, not like its hurtin anyone

12-13-2010, 03:43 AM	#249
Xx{Midnight}xX FFR Player Join Date: Aug 2007 Age: 31 Posts: 8,548	Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod As long as you mean every word, i could almost careless what you two write.

12-13-2010, 11:23 AM	#253
ddr_f4n FFR Player Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: Somewhere in Canadaland Age: 31 Posts: 3,807	Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod Holy **** man. In all honesty, I wasn't close to him at all, and I didn't know him too well, but still, to know someone I've at least talked to in some way, someone who I've at least known in some way to commit suicide, it saddens me greatly. I feel sorry for not only him, but to his parents, his relatives, and to everyone one of his friends, close or not. If I could I would give his family something for some kind of support. But for, they all have my condolences... __________________ Out Now! Older Releases: Vocaloid: Project Pad Pack 3rd Gpop's Pack of Original Pad Simfiles 東方幻想踊 (Touhou Gensouyou) ~ Illusionary Dance Fantasy & Vocaloid: Project Pad Pack 2nd

12-13-2010, 02:26 PM	#254
Rubin0 FFR Player Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: New York Age: 35 Posts: 1,276	Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod I can't even fathom how someone could have any desire to troll a thread about someone that just died. That's really sick and unbelievably callous. __________________ The weight of what I say depends on how you feel.

12-13-2010, 02:31 PM	#255
Netjet! Sic itur ad astra Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: Ottawa, Canada Age: 30 Posts: 4,700	Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod Seriously? This is a memorial thread, quit the trolling. adlp, do it again and you're banned from the forums, got it? __________________ RIP Steve Van Ness <3

12-13-2010, 02:59 PM	#256
adlp FFR Veteran Join Date: Jul 2006 Posts: 1,757	Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod ok sorry Steve Was Great Guy I Didnt Know Him Too Well Though. My Condolenses To His Friends And Family. Its Nice To See The Whole Community Get Together In Memoriam Of A User.

12-13-2010, 04:25 PM	#257
robertsona missa in h-moll Join Date: Dec 2006 Location: nyc Age: 28 Posts: 3,994	Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod idk if youre joking around or whatever (did not see your original post) but jesus christ even i stopped the ****ing forum dickery for the death of a dude who a lot of people on here actually knew pretty well or talked with pretty often. c'mon __________________

12-13-2010, 05:17 PM	#259
~HentaiXXX~ Banned Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: Spalding, Nebraska, USA Age: 30 Posts: 2,955	Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod Oh boy, I saw this sh*tstorm coming. Everyone's all nice and gets along. But then everybody all of a sudden puts their guard up or some guy has to troll and everybody falls for it and it ruins the whole thing. Everybody, don't let yourselves be distracted and stay aware of the message this whole thread sends.

12-14-2010, 08:35 AM	#260
Trilient FFR Player Join Date: Aug 2008 Location: Nassau Bay, Texas Age: 33 Posts: 18	Re: Passing away of Steve aka Jellygod I didn't know JellyGod all that well, but I remember having my bouts with him on profile chat awhile back. Was fun to throw witty comments at eachother. RIP JellyGod, suppose we'll never get to finish our argument.

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