im upset with you ffr

**Rapta** · 11-23-2016, 02:11 PM

why did you call the fucking ambulance.
why do you want me to keep suffering.
tell me.
fucking tell me.

**blindreper1179** · 11-23-2016, 02:16 PM

Because the suffering is now, maybe even months later than now, but it will change. Suicide is an absolute answer to a question that has better options. What ever has you in your state, fucking get rid of it.

**Rapta** · 11-23-2016, 02:18 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by DossarLX ODI

ripping a new one

constantly reminded of this
constant depression.
That's what's got me in my current state.

**Rapta** · 11-23-2016, 02:19 PM

I go into a fucking thread to see funny copypasta and then fuck me im an asshole shows im reminded

Mahou · 11-23-2016, 02:29 PM

Report the post. Devonin can delete it (or some moderator)

choof · 11-23-2016, 02:30 PM

really? you're going to let that post get you down? that post is literally 2 years old tomorrow, you've changed a shit ton since then and that bullshit drama has been done with. don't dwell on the past; it's never a good thing. look forward to what's going on in the future.

**drizzleRomanceGirl** · 11-23-2016, 02:31 PM

WHY ARE SO MANY PEOPLE GETTING SO ANGRY AND UPSET OVER A GAME? THIS IS ADDRESSED TO EVERYONE WHO'S INSULTING OTHER PEOPLE. PLEASE DON'T INSULT OTHER PEOPLE AND MAKE THEM FEEL HORRIBLE JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T LIKE THE WAY THEY ACT. YOU CAN TELL SOMEONE HOW YOU FEEL WITHOUT MAKING THEM FEEL HORRIBLE.

THIS ISN'T JUST ABOUT THIS ONE SITUATION; THIS HAS BEEN HAPPENING FOR YEARS ON FFR.

Also, you can talk with me if you want someone to talk with, Rapta. I'll listen if you want to tell me anything. I really care about you and I hope you feel better soon.

I won't be able to talk with you right now though because I'm going to school, but I'll be home by tonight. I really hope you feel better soon. Please tell me if there's anything I can do.

choof · 11-23-2016, 02:32 PM

I don't mean that in a rude or negative way, you've become such a different person since that official. didn't you recently reach out to me? I asked you to hit me up on discord and you never did lol.

edit: jeeze, drizz, the post he mentioned is two years old. and most of the community believed that he deserved it because he was letting his performance get to his head. he's gotten a lot more humble and pleasant since then.

Mahou · 11-23-2016, 02:36 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by drizzleRomanceGirl

WHY ARE SO MANY PEOPLE GETTING SO ANGRY AND UPSET OVER A GAME? THIS IS ADDRESSED TO EVERYONE WHO'S INSULTING OTHER PEOPLE. PLEASE DON'T INSULT OTHER PEOPLE AND MAKE THEM FEEL HORRIBLE JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T LIKE THE WAY THEY ACT. YOU CAN TELL SOMEONE HOW YOU FEEL WITHOUT MAKING THEM FEEL HORRIBLE.

THIS ISN'T JUST ABOUT THIS ONE SITUATION; THIS HAS BEEN HAPPENING FOR YEARS ON FFR.

Lmfao, not one insult has been thrown in this thread.

**Rapta** · 11-23-2016, 02:38 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by choof

I don't mean that in a rude or negative way, you've become such a different person since that official. didn't you recently reach out to me? I asked you to hit me up on discord and you never did lol.

edit: jeeze, drizz, the post he mentioned is two years old. and most of the community believed that he deserved it because he was letting his performance get to his head. he's gotten a lot more humble and pleasant since then.

im no different. even today before i saw that post i called myself a god because i was doing good at call of duty earlier. i only live to progress and achieve and pronounce my progress. it makes me feel good to do good and to show myself. thats my personality. its why im upset. i was reminded of the hate breeded by my personality and now im upset because i could've been better off but no people go and prolong my life when i don't want life.

**lofty rhino** · 11-23-2016, 02:38 PM

Dude, yeah, dossar is kind of fucking retarded for reposting something like that given the things you have gone through, BUT it's up to you to really be able to recognize that all because this may or may not have been you doesn't mean it is now. People accept, people learn, people change. All because you did something in the past, doesn't mean you'd do it again. That being said, things don't just disappear. You need to find acceptance before you can grow to learn and ultimately change.

Most of us on this site have been humiliated shitlords (myself included x1000)
you need to recognize that and move on. That one instance doesn't say everything there is to know about you. It was you in a second of a minute of an hour of that day. Don't let it destroy your whole life.

edit: also, there is nothing wrong with wanting to share progress and skill. EVERY SINGLE HUMAN BEING EVER WANTS TO DO THIS IN SOME CAPACITY.
Just make sure you understand the way you do it and how that might be perceived.

**drizzleRomanceGirl** · 11-23-2016, 02:44 PM

I'm talking about all the threads he referenced. I've seen so many people on FFR insult each other so much that they feel horrible. I really wish that would stop.

choof · 11-23-2016, 02:46 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Rapta

im no different. even today before i saw that post i called myself a god because i was doing good at call of duty earlier. i only live to progress and achieve and pronounce my progress. it makes me feel good to do good and to show myself. thats my personality. its why im upset. i was reminded of the hate breeded by my personality and now im upset because i could've been better off but no people go and prolong my life when i don't want life.

yeah sure I call myself pretty fucking good at 6k and I pride myself in the ability to post 6k vids and have people go "holy fucking shit" but I don't lord it over people. you don't either. you did 2 years ago, but somewhere in between now and then you learned not to.

you were calling people bad in attempts to demean or belittle them. which is never cool. I called you out because it had been going on for weeks!

but you don't do that anymore. at least not from what I've seen. and that is good. that's growth. the ability to take pride in your personal growth without needing to be show-offy about it is a great thing to have, and you have it.

so don't get stressed out about the asshole you were 2 years ago. you're not an asshole now, you're a pretty chill dude nowadays, and that's fuckin great.

choof · 11-23-2016, 02:49 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by drizzleRomanceGirl

I'm talking about all the threads he referenced. I've seen so many people on FFR insult each other so much that they feel horrible. I really wish that would stop.

the thread he referenced just has a bunch of insane copypastas that have surfaced throughout the years on ffr lol. I sincerely doubt that the people who originally made the posts are in any way insulted or hurt by them.

like, the ultimega "ladies man" is (was) one of the best things on FFR and I'm positive that ultimega doesn't care that it gets posted. it's fucking hilarious.

**evanescence_death4ever** · 11-23-2016, 02:51 PM

Rapta, I'll tell you why I called numerous phone numbers desperately in search of a way for an ambulance to reach you.

I can't speak for anyone else, but I called because despite not knowing you, you deserve to not suffer. The suffering may not have stopped then, it may not stop now, it may not even be gone this time next year. But it will stop eventually, it's something you've got to work for. That being said, suffering is horrible. One day you won't be suffering, even if it feels like you always will be.

I know this post isn't about me...but...

As one of the people who "successfully" called for an ambulance, this post breaks my heart.

People care about you, dude.

Mahou · 11-23-2016, 02:59 PM

Rapta needs some serious help from a professional. I just feel like the help he needs is not going to come from any of us (based off his behavior in the past)- regardless of how much we care. The most we can do is try to make sure he doesn't harm himself.

**DossarLX ODI** · 11-24-2016, 04:42 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Rapta

I go into a fucking thread to see funny copypasta and then fuck me im an asshole shows im reminded

Hello Rapta. This community is open to discussing any issues you may have, and I would like to offer you my perspective on this issue.

The circumstances were different at the time. The original post was made November 24th, 2014. When I linked that post, it was a month and a half later (January 15th, 2015). At the time, what made the post amusing for me at the time was that it was way more over-the-top than it needed to be. The community was not aware of your depression until later that year. Unintentionally, I was very disrespectful linking to something related to your depression -- I was unaware of how much it was impacting you and didn't know about your depression at the time.

Since 2015 I have been making a commitment to be polite. What I did was wrong, and I don't want something stupid I accidentally did to bring you down. If you would like to offer your perspectives on any issues you have, this community is open to helping you. You may want to reach out for professional help like Mahou suggested. I'm sorry that was posted, and it has been appropriately deleted. If you feel there are other inappropriate messages that should be deleted, feel free to report them to a moderator.

MinaciousGrace · 11-24-2016, 05:02 PM

tldr if you cant handle the consequences of being a dickwad on the internet

dont be a dickwad on the internet

Mahou · 11-24-2016, 05:23 PM

Thank you Dr. Mina.

**Rapta** · 11-24-2016, 06:22 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by DossarLX ODI

Hello Rapta. This community is open to discussing any issues you may have, and I would like to offer you my perspective on this issue.

The circumstances were different at the time. The original post was made November 24th, 2014. When I linked that post, it was a month and a half later (January 15th, 2015). At the time, what made the post amusing for me at the time was that it was way more over-the-top than it needed to be. The community was not aware of your depression until later that year. Unintentionally, I was very disrespectful linking to something related to your depression -- I was unaware of how much it was impacting you and didn't know about your depression at the time.

Since 2015 I have been making a commitment to be polite. What I did was wrong, and I don't want something stupid I accidentally did to bring you down. If you would like to offer your perspectives on any issues you have, this community is open to helping you. You may want to reach out for professional help like Mahou suggested. I'm sorry that was posted, and it has been appropriately deleted. If you feel there are other inappropriate messages that should be deleted, feel free to report them to a moderator.

thank you for the apology

i am getting the most professional help that I can get considering my situation.

@Mina - can't handle depression and anxiety?
don't be alive and i won't have to deal with those consequences

11-23-2016, 02:30 PM	#6
choof Banned Join Date: Nov 2013 Posts: 8,563	Re: im upset with you ffr really? you're going to let that post get you down? that post is literally 2 years old tomorrow, you've changed a shit ton since then and that bullshit drama has been done with. don't dwell on the past; it's never a good thing. look forward to what's going on in the future.

11-23-2016, 02:32 PM	#8
choof Banned Join Date: Nov 2013 Posts: 8,563	Re: im upset with you ffr I don't mean that in a rude or negative way, you've become such a different person since that official. didn't you recently reach out to me? I asked you to hit me up on discord and you never did lol. edit: jeeze, drizz, the post he mentioned is two years old. and most of the community believed that he deserved it because he was letting his performance get to his head. he's gotten a lot more humble and pleasant since then. Last edited by choof; 11-23-2016 at 02:34 PM..

11-23-2016, 02:38 PM	#11
lofty rhino D7 Elite Keymasher Join Date: Dec 2014 Location: Србија Age: 30 Posts: 705	Re: im upset with you ffr Dude, yeah, dossar is kind of fucking retarded for reposting something like that given the things you have gone through, BUT it's up to you to really be able to recognize that all because this may or may not have been you doesn't mean it is now. People accept, people learn, people change. All because you did something in the past, doesn't mean you'd do it again. That being said, things don't just disappear. You need to find acceptance before you can grow to learn and ultimately change. Most of us on this site have been humiliated shitlords (myself included x1000) you need to recognize that and move on. That one instance doesn't say everything there is to know about you. It was you in a second of a minute of an hour of that day. Don't let it destroy your whole life. edit: also, there is nothing wrong with wanting to share progress and skill. EVERY SINGLE HUMAN BEING EVER WANTS TO DO THIS IN SOME CAPACITY. Just make sure you understand the way you do it and how that might be perceived. Last edited by lofty rhino; 11-23-2016 at 02:41 PM..

11-23-2016, 02:51 PM	#15
evanescence_death4ever where'sTHEdrain?! Join Date: Jun 2007 Posts: 608	Re: im upset with you ffr Rapta, I'll tell you why I called numerous phone numbers desperately in search of a way for an ambulance to reach you. I can't speak for anyone else, but I called because despite not knowing you, you deserve to not suffer. The suffering may not have stopped then, it may not stop now, it may not even be gone this time next year. But it will stop eventually, it's something you've got to work for. That being said, suffering is horrible. One day you won't be suffering, even if it feels like you always will be. I know this post isn't about me...but... As one of the people who "successfully" called for an ambulance, this post breaks my heart. People care about you, dude. __________________ #charu4president2016 "Life is always downhill, everyone is heading towards death every day. It's up to you to look for the hills you can climb up instead Or something I just made that up but it sounds good" ~alloyus~

11-24-2016, 05:02 PM	#18
MinaciousGrace FFR Player Join Date: Dec 2007 Location: nima Posts: 4,278	Re: im upset with you ffr tldr if you cant handle the consequences of being a dickwad on the internet dont be a dickwad on the internet Last edited by MinaciousGrace; 11-24-2016 at 05:03 PM..

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