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1: Being unwelcome in my own home.
2: Being told that "I'm no longer welcome" in my own home. 3: Being told that "You should have been the miscarraige" by my mother. 4: Fighting with my friends. 5: The inability to cheer up my friends 6: Rejection by friends 7: Stress brought on by a parent that wishes my existence had stopped before it started coupled with the fact that the other parent cannot under any means help me financially. 8: Being uprooted violentley into a city without much say in the matter, surrounded by people that don't want to talk to me and a roomate that's high all the time so he's impossible to talk to seriously 9: Not being able to share my problems with someone without having them turn around and dump theirs on me 10: Right now, in a mass of fear, alienation, financial instability, away from my friends, with no house in the state I grew up in, a parent that wishes I was dead and the weight of finding success in a single year, I could do without living. Mal
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Everything's okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
You're a smart kid. You'll pull through. Keep your chin up. You'll find people to talk to worth your time, and you'll find out what to do. Keep looking for a job, even if it's a shitty one. Get some money in your pocket and see where it takes you. Hope everything turns out all right.
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I'm not even going to pretend like I know what you are going through.
Just dont give up...or give in. I guess. I'm not good at giving advice. The last time I gave someone advice on something they had to shave their head. |
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So Mal, the best thing you can do is look forward, keep your chin up, be strong, you can do it. Things can change so fast you can't see them coming. Good luck!
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I know what you're going through, but stayin down won't pick you back up. Many oobstacles will be thrown at you, but its your job to go through those obstacles the best you can and stay up. Don't let no one or nothing put you down. you just tell them have a nice day and continue as if it never happened. I know I'm too young to know all about life, but remeber that anything that doesn't kill you makes you stronger, and as your body grows weaker your mind growns stronger. My point, when lif is being such a bitch, just keep your amibiton and determination and you can take on the world. And, its could always be worse. You could have a ghetto baby-mama in your face all the time askin you for the child support. Youre life could always be worse.
And about your mom thing, She may make you feel bad, and she won't be the last, but in the end she'll be the one doing the greastest suffering. The way I see it, if she don't want you than fuck her too. Give her the respect she deserves for giving you life, other than that act af is she's not there. You're too smart for this. If you're friends disown you, then they're not really your friends. You'll make it through life whether they're there or not, so what I'm saying is nobody is worth the sorrow and tears. You just keep figthing your battle and I promise you you'll make it. I hope that helped. If it didn't, I'm sprry but that's all Ican do.
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Least you didn't wake up in the hospital, rip out your IV needles and have a freakin tube up your wang. Me on the other hand... Had a rough last night.
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Good luck pulling through Mal.
Scorpio what the hell are you talking about.
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This thread makes me wonder which is worse, physical pain or emotional pain?
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I know scorpio wtf...
On the other hand Mal, if your only eighteen then it's no too late to try and get into a college early so you can have a life long, well supporting career. It may not be your idea of choice but it's a smart option. You're a smart kid. Find something your good at, get into a college in a few years, and work a career for a couple of years so you at least have enough money to support yourself. Then do what ever you'd like to do, or stay with the career you already have. The point is, it obviously seems you're low on money, room, places to go, friends, and happiness. If you can get into a college you could solve the room/friends thing. Work a partime job for money. Then become a successful person and your mother will be proven wrong. I've heard you have it pretty rough to mindfields. |
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Yeah, sometimes things get tough. But to hell with letting it get to you.
No problem has no solution. Remember what matters - don't give up.
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Having a mom disowning you sure isn't fun I bet, unless you disown her also, and having he want you dead? That's pretty... Bad. No matter how many times I yell at my mom (she calls it yelling, I call it talking loudly and fast because as she is growing older she is becoming deaf and that is inevitable and she knows it), she still lets me eat her food and watch her TV and use her internet connection. So I'm assuming you moved back to Virginia and have no where to go right now, Mal? |
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Tokzic, I think Mal has already covered that though. Mal knows not to give up. Who doesn't think don't give up when they have very difficult problems. Even if they give up in the end they still thought not to give up. Mal would probaly like some consideration and a few possible answers.
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Mal, you're probably the smartest, if not, close to, person I know on these forums. I don't see any reason why you should not be able to pull through. Like Layla said, I recommend trying to get into a college. I know you'd be succesful.
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Next time you get kicked out of richmond, come stay with me. I'm your friend, even if I am an unreal internet person =D
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I drank an entire two-six of vodka. A litre of vex. Two miller genuine draft beers. And a couple shots of tequila. Oh and one joint laced with methamphetamine. I woke up in the hospital this morning and ripped out tubes and needles that were in my arm. Oh and I got a cathider, every time I urinate it feels like someone's shoving a knife up my urethra. I think they gave me the cathider just to fuck with me... I fought off a good amount of nurses. |
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oh my fucking god
you're retarded rofl |
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That's what happens when my parents go to Vegas for four days.
In May they're going to Germany for two weeks... |
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Well, I'm glad your ailment is entirley self inflicted and can be done away with if you stopped acting stupid.
Some problems are more easily solved than others. Mal
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Like I said Mal, one day your mom will pay for all the shit she do and think she gets away with. You just keep ya head up, cuz one day karma is gonna give her one good smack in the ass. Its a shame![]()
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