[drizzleRomanceGirl]

Originally Posted by SKG_Scintill

did your transgenderness solve any internal struggles?
if so, would these struggles return if you had to choose a gender and how/why?
or is it more about the relief of accepting who you are?

yeah, it made me realize why i detested the masculine parts of my body, and taking hormones makes me happier

well i'm still having internal struggles because i haven't had the surgery yet and i don't have periods and i'm not completely finished with facial electrolysis and if i stopped taking hormones my body would revert back to being masculine etc. but i'm a girl so having to choose that i'm a girl wouldn't be a struggle at all

but i'm also extremely relieved that i don't have to hide how i feel anymore and i don't have to question myself and i can express myself as a girl

so it both solved internal struggles and made me relieved