Anyway, here’s an update: I arrived on Friday!! The train ride was 30 hours. I was getting anxiety and claustrophobic but burst into tears when I saw him. He tried not too xD I actually jumped at the window of the train when I saw him waiting on the platform and the whole car laughed at me. I could care less though- no one could ever understands or know what I went through before revisiting him. It’s so surreal being with him. Four years seems so slow but has been so tragic for me.We were talking about how I first caught his interest in ffr last night while he was smoking a cig. I was 18 then. Ive known of him since I was on this site when I was 13. I’m 26 now. I started to cry because it all seems like a dream that ffr was so prominent in our lives and this is where we truly ended up from that first Skype conversation 7 years ago. It’s been really wonderful getting to be with him irl again. And getting to meet the real smitty. He’s a vegetarian now too. He’s so proud of that.
I wish I could say we did more, but there’s an event in my mobile dragons game that I’ve been grinding for 2.5 days aha(^~^;
. weve honestly just watched lots of anime, called himouto! Umaru-chan ...it’s basically me and an anime according to him and my best friend, minus all the cola since I prefer waistline and teeth lul. we’ve gone to the mall, did groceries, bought film and took pictures with my instax!! That little Polaroid camera is the best investment. Watched movies and anime and played videogames.
I’ve almost met all his friends but I’m more of a bed hermit than I realized =.= Lol regardless they’ve all made Christmas plans to spend it with with us at his house, so it’s gonna be a nice day tomorrow. We have cute presents under the tree and we’re going to do some Christmas shopping today for eachother ^_^
It’s crazy how much he’s changed. He’s completely sober. It’s been fantastic to see this change in him and he’s so clear minded... he’s spoken to my mom and dad on the phone too and they were really happy to hear it. They weren’t happy knowing I ran away for the holidays but I’m an adult so whatever. I hope they understand that me finding a relationship is beyond impossible when I have the man of my dreams (understatement) sleeping right beside me, as I’m typing this, is more than I could have ever asked for from anything in my life. I’m glad I made this happen. He’s in love with every single thing I do and say and it’s just so magical being able to feel so loved by someone I feel endearing about. He loves my cooking too T.T I’m honoured
Like I said, I really needed to get away from all of the craziness I go through in Canada. We still have a lot to do that I plan on figuring out before I make any permanent decisions but it is what it is and I can’t wait to finally spend My holidays with him !!
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Hope everyone had a great weekend and enjoy your Christmas Eve! [emoji3060] I gotta go back and play my dragon game tbh. Lol