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Originally Posted by Laharl
I think some of y'all don't understand what it's like to really be at the point to want to kill yourself. Laharl
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You can't say that to me.. my brother in middle school tried to kill himself.. it didn't work.. it doesn't get any closer to home than your own family.. And now.. he's more strong willed against it than I am.. People who say that you don't know what they have been through is a crock of shit.. everyone basically goes through the same thing in there life..
Elementry school: Got some friends...not real friends just people you play with..
Middle school: You get made fun of constatly.. Worst years of most peoples lifes come from middle school
High school 9 - 10: people start to mature, and start not caring about what you look like, and more about how you act..
" " 11 - 12: Nobody cares.. everyone is just trying to get out of school....
Then adult life... 1)Get a job.. do something.. your problems are solved.. 2)get a cheap ass apartment.. 3)work the measly job you have.. 4)work your way up the ranks.. 5)get promoted... 5)make more money.. 6)stay in shitty apartment until you are 100% sure you can move into a mediocre apartment and not be in debt forever.. follow steps 4 - 6 and change mediocre to any other fancy word you like... then MAYBE... 7) find a girl... 8)get maried... 9) have kids (ONLY IF YOU CAN AFFORD THEM)...10) die... this is the regular life for anyone..
if you completed step 9.. congratulations.. you just populated the world with more people that have to go through the same shit you did..
Now.. EXCEPTIONS..
1)Child abuse- im not talking about that weak shit kids now a days call getting abused, like your mom smacked you for calling her a whore... thats not abuse.. yuor dad gives you a black eye on purpose is abuse.. getting knocked out while taking a beating and the parent continues to beat you is abuse.. Getting hit with foreign objects (IE. Broom, shoes, belts, switches (thin branches off bushes that have had all there limbs and leaves wiped off to make it go through the air so fast you can hear it breaking through the wind), etc... ) does not count as abuse, all the items on the list i have been beaten with atleast once in my life, UNLESS the parent over uses these items...
Thoughts: Even with child abuse and even with an Immature mind the worst thing you could do is kill yourself.. with all those numbers out there now-a-days and the kid having to go to school.. he could just as easily tell someone about the problem and have it solved within a 24 hour period.. So suicide doesn't work in that situation..
2)Sexual abuse: mostly for young girls.. but sometimes applies to boys.. if your being sexually abused, do the same thing for regular abuse.. jsut tell a teacher at school.. problem solved.. the mental scars should heal.. and if they don't.. you got problems.. girls who grow up to hate guys because of a sexual abuse thing when they were like 12 is dumb.. the other guys aren't your dad, your not being made to do anything, and if you had that problem when you were young and you didn't want it to happen again, you should think about hulking up/ learning some type of martial arts.. so you could just flew someone if they tried... Don't let a child hood experience be a controlling factor for the rest of your life.. it happened in the chold hood.. leave it there..
Thought: Explained above --^
3)... you know what.. there are no exceptions..
Nothing in your life is bad enough were the only answer is to kill yourself.. and i mean NOTHING..