[Laharl]

I think some of y'all don't understand what it's like to really be at the point to want to kill yourself.

To this day, I will and cannot sit by as anyone, whether I even like them or not, contemplates in all honestly suicide. I had seen lots of other people go through the same feelings I had while I was going through shit myself, and I had always told myself that I could help them if I finally had that friend I'd searched my life for.

Now, I have some.

And now I can help.

I don't want anyone else to have to wait as long as I did, pleaing day in and day out for someone to give a flying fuck. No one deserves that hell, even me.
(And anyone that really knows me know I still suffer a severe lack of self-esteem, so that last statement would have some meaning to it.)

So, you know what? Maybe it's not a good idea to make a general thread about it, because the majority of the other people that have posted so far will just bring you down further. Come to the caring ones through PMs or something if you're really serious.