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Originally Posted by MCRenaissance

EDIT:~: Just read your last post. I think you should tell your mom exactly what you just said. I don't know what her reaction is going to be, but I believe that she cares about you. Probably doesn't show it enough, but it's true deep down. If you tell her exactly how you feel without screaming and without provoking her she'll change her mind. Actually do it though. BUT imprortantly talk to her calm and don't provoke her. I agree with you that what she is doing is incredibly wrong. Hang on. It will all turn out for the best.

That won't work. I know it will not. Don't give me crap "Oh, how do you know?" its because I know my mom and I know that she will just explode in my face. Well guess what? My mom announced that she will be going on vacation by herself for who knows how long. This really does give me the feeling that she doesn't give a damn about us. I mean, parents are supposed to be there to help their children along and support thme along the way right? Now, it feels like she is abandoning me. She hasn't talked to me in almost a month until tonight when she decides to scream at me and that whole month, she ignored me. She stopped picking my sister and I up from school, she doesn't cook anymore, she doesn't do anything for my sister and I anymore. I cannot think of one thing that she has done except for taking us to a dentist appointment a few days ago. This whole feeling of isolation from my family is really getting to me. Right after my parents announced the divorce, my sister changed drastically; she turned emo and started listening to depressing music and I think she actually was cutting herself at one point. I am the optimistic person though, so I try to look at this in a positive way as a way of teaching me some life lessons, but it is getting rather difficult to do this now that the situation is really getting out of control. I'm going to go to sleep... Maybe I'll feel a bit better tomorrow after I think about it.
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