[Sinjin]

I don't know...lots of people lurk for reasons other than that, SotN. I used to lurk myself, and the reason was I had never been on a forum before in my life...I wasn't exactly sure what to do (okay, I knew you were supposed to TALK, I'm not that bad of an idiot)...it's easy to think that a lot of people are judging you on what you're saying.

Well, here's the truth: A lot of people are. And a lot of people will always think you're an idiot- sometimes you deserve it, sometimes you don't.

After a while, you just don't give a fuck what people say...if people want to be gay and flame you for something that you said- bring it on. I'm not some pansy fuck afraid of a flame war. But it takes a while to build up that kind of confidence. Nobody likes being the joke of a forum (AlternateOblivion....or Deepless. Yes, I have been here long enough to remember Deepless...and you all think I just got here a couple of weeks ago. Sad, isn't it?)

So...I've said a lot of things that people could call me an idiot for...and maybe lots of people here think I'm an idiot. But....

NOBODY GIVES A FUCK IF YOU THINK THAT