[Varia]

Going along with jewpin's theme of damning Japanese girls...

Damn it Midori.

Midori is a really good friend of mine. My first Japanese friend. She is studying abroad in LA right now, and she came down and visited me Friday and Saturday. It was really awesome, and that is why I damn. She is going back to Japan next weekend and I have no idea when I'll see her again. I know we'll meet someday, but not any day soon. probably in another year or so. I really like her, but not in that way, but kind of in that way. We have this really awesome relationship, which at times feels like a more than friends thing, but it's not. Well, it kind of is. This is what my friend said about us.

友達以上　(tomodachi ijou)
恋人みまん (koibito miman)

More than friends
Less than lovers

It just gets my man panties all up in a bunch sometimes, because I don't have and never have had close relationships like this. I'm thinking I will always have this problem for as long as I am friends with her, because I am a male. I know what I should and shouldn't so, but I never really go through with those things because my testosterone and penis and stuff kick in and say "lol yeah right, buddy. I'm not letting you undermine my authority". It really pisses me off. I should just be gay. My sister thinks I'm gay. I'm not gay. What a great way to end a post.