[Charu]

Nope... but...

She wants to get my email.

Oh my god, please.

TAKE THE BLOODY HINT AND LEAVE ME ALONE, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!

If only she shared my interest, maybe we could be actual friends. What's happening now is not even friendship, it's more like a combination of her hitting on me and wanting to make me become something great (and generic).

God damn it lady, stop it. I really want to tell her off, to scream at her, to tell her flatout that I'm not interested with ANYTHING she talks about and to fuck off.

I don't care if you got "contacts". I don't care you're fighting some god damn web host shit. I don't care if you're writing something to "make an imprint about World War 2". You're making me feel super uncomfortable every single time you open that god damn mouth of yours. Everything about you makes me cringe in the worst way possible, and it's surprising with the amount of "body language" you boast about you can't see me literally quivering from your shit.

If I could time travel, I would actually go back to the first day I saw you and be the meanest, grumpiest motherfucker to you so you can piss off and never come back. Stop telling me to read this shitty book called "Anatomy of the Spirit" and wanting me to read it. Fuck off with your (highly implied) religious shit and political nonsense.

Fuck you, go away. I'm now going to dedicate myself to always be away from the desk so I don't fucking see you. That's right, I'm going to give up my little dead time spots and potential helping of people that want my help so I can avoid the little shit that's you.

Holy fuck that felt good to write. I'm seriously tired of this shit. I do NOT want to give her any email contacts. Absolutely, positively not.