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drizzleRomanceGirl 04-24-2018 10:01 PM

My Spirit is Broken
 
:(

Wayward Vagabond 04-24-2018 10:02 PM

Re: My Spirit is Broken
 
Aww why :(

Hakulyte 04-24-2018 10:05 PM

Re: My Spirit is Broken
 
Send it to maintenance. :)

drizzleRomanceGirl 04-24-2018 10:06 PM

Re: My Spirit is Broken
 
i had a really bad dream that my body went back to the way it was before, and i'm late with getting estrogen IRL and none of the pharmacies I tried have the injectable form of estrogen

SICKOVENOMOUS 04-24-2018 11:40 PM

Re: My Spirit is Broken
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by drizzleRomanceGirl (Post 4617688)
i had a really bad dream that my body went back to the way it was before, and i'm late with getting estrogen IRL and none of the pharmacies I tried have the injectable form of estrogen

Luck will come around, it always does, well at least most of the time

Knavish 04-27-2018 01:28 AM

Re: My Spirit is Broken
 
Can't you just seek to make the most out of whichever circumstance you're in?

(I just saw your post on the side. I liked reading your profile..you seem like a very fun person to me.)

Mahou 04-27-2018 09:03 AM

Re: My Spirit is Broken
 
I thought this thread was going to be someone showing a black flag or something

SK8R43 04-27-2018 05:40 PM

Re: My Spirit is Broken
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Mahou (Post 4617902)
I thought this thread was going to be someone showing a black flag or something

Booflag on death piano, actually :P

Cavernio 04-28-2018 09:02 PM

Re: My Spirit is Broken
 
first world problems

yeah I said it I'm a terrible person

drizzleRomanceGirl 04-28-2018 09:40 PM

Re: My Spirit is Broken
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Cavernio (Post 4618038)
first world problems

yeah I said it I'm a terrible person

no you're not :)

(i don't know if you actually mean that but i want to take everyone seriously just in case)

is being myself really considered a first world problem? i'm not even talking about fulfilling my dreams, i'm talking about being able to be myself and express myself without having to keep how i really feel to myself

by the way i finally got estrogen but insurance didn't cover it so i had to pay about $225

Cavernio 04-28-2018 09:43 PM

Re: My Spirit is Broken
 
I guess I'm just salty because my physical body gives me pain all the time including right now and so I'm coming at it from that comparison, it pisses me off to think someone is feeling broken because their natural-state, presumably relatively painless body, isn't good enough for them

you're expressing yourself here just fine, are you not?

drizzleRomanceGirl 04-28-2018 09:45 PM

Re: My Spirit is Broken
 
but it's not my natural state; it's not me; i'm missing a part of myself; in fact it's worse because i feel like i have to be someone else

i hope you feel better

Cavernio 04-28-2018 10:01 PM

Re: My Spirit is Broken
 
ah, the lenses of identity

We're lucky to live in the time and era we do. I'm glad we/society can help you to feel whole.

I feel better and then I will feel worse again, my autoimmune disease isn't going anywhere though. I'm more free now than I can recall being though, so I'll take it.

drizzleRomanceGirl 04-28-2018 10:10 PM

Re: My Spirit is Broken
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Cavernio (Post 4618042)
you're expressing yourself here just fine, are you not?

well yeah now i am since i decided to express myself and how i feel since 12th grade

drizzleRomanceGirl 04-28-2018 11:15 PM

Re: My Spirit is Broken
 
it says there are specialist doctors to help autoimmune disease in an article i'm reading

"See a doctor if you have symptoms of an autoimmune disease. You might need to visit a specialist, depending on the type of disease you have.

Rheumatologists treat joint diseases like rheumatoid arthritis and Sjögren’s syndrome.
Gastroenterologists treat diseases of the GI tract, such as celiac and Crohn’s disease.
Endocrinologists treat conditions of the glands, including Graves’ and Addison’s disease.
Dermatologists treat skin conditions such as psoriasis."

also it says that

"Treatments can’t cure autoimmune diseases, but they can control the overactive immune response and bring down inflammation. Drugs used to treat these conditions include:

nonsteroidal anti-inflammatory drugs (NSAIDs) such as ibuprofen (Motrin, Advil) and naproxen (Naprosyn)
immune-suppressing drugs

Treatments are also available to relieve symptoms like pain, swelling, fatigue, and skin rashes.

Eating a well-balanced diet and getting regular exercise can also help you feel better."

https://www.healthline.com/health/au...ders#treatment

Cavernio 04-29-2018 06:34 AM

Re: My Spirit is Broken
 
its pretty nifty how I can turn the burning nerve pain into a glowing pleasant warmth with nothing but my mind
wasn't doing that before February

added:
taking ibuprofen is harder on my liver than drinking
smoking weed and pain killers like co-gabapentin make me a zombie to the world

also makes it likely I will be eating food I shouldn't be if I can't tell if it damages me

Spenner 04-29-2018 11:00 AM

Re: My Spirit is Broken
 
It's a journey to be where you want to be. You should still love yourself even if you're not there yet.

mrpreggers 04-29-2018 11:15 AM

Re: My Spirit is Broken
 
Your Spirit Will Go On

drizzleRomanceGirl 04-29-2018 11:45 AM

Re: My Spirit is Broken
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Spenner (Post 4618082)
It's a journey to be where you want to be. You should still love yourself even if you're not there yet.

thank you but i do love myself

Quote:

Originally Posted by mrpreggers (Post 4618084)
Your Spirit Will Go On

lol


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