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i am thinking of killing myself with a ton of different medications.

i dont want to tell my parents because i dont want to feel the pain of seeing them deal with my shit anymore

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im having panic attacks isnt that fun

my emotional pain is torture

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i think most of the people on this website have been there before. all i have to say is that it definitely gets waaay better.

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log off
call suicide hotline
talk to them

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suicide hotline is playing russian roulette in terms of who i may speak with

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I'd agree, I've been at a point where I feel like a burden, can't pass my classes, no job n shit. My cousins like that now.. he probably feels like no one cares, but alot of his family does..

That being said, find something to be passionate about.. It sounds like you are young, years time can make a huge difference, positive mindset. There's things that happened to me years ago that were horrible and I thought ruined my life, and I don't even remember that stuff now.

Please don't do it, I'm sure there's dozens of people who care about you here, but you still need to be the cause of the change that you want to see in your life.

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Raptas scores that make him happy

my personality leaves me to be disdained

im alone

i constantly feel pain

im about to ruin my life by attempting to overdose

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panic attacks are the scariest thing i've ever felt in my life. don't like talking about it much, but after reading a lot of these threads, just know that i know what it's like and still have panic attacks sometimes that i can't do anything about.

however, that's life. how we get past it and grow together is what makes us human. if you need people for comfort we're always here; don't ever think you're annoying us with these threads. we care about your well being and will do what we can to support you.

hope you hang in there man.

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come watch my ass play call of duty in drag

https://www.twitch.tv/celtic_gaymer

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Hey, Rapta. Huge supporter of your guitar & Rythem game skills. I Know a lot of people were treating you rough back there, i feel ya.
Please don't do what you are about to do, a lot of the community still loves you, please don't make any foolish decisions.
If you think about it, yes you are better then the majority of the community.
It was slightly wrong to boast about it, but what they did was uncalled for. I Still hope you are alive, please dont die.

<3

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45 paroxetene swallowed

bye

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OMH SOMEONE CALL

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HOLY FUYCKING SHIT

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does anyone know where this guy lives? we definitely need to call someone. dont throw it up either. thats not good

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Call someone that knows Rapta irl quick

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I am having a bad feeling this might be real

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Rapta I hope you're okay. I don't know you, but we are all here for support. I hope you're okay...

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hoooo boy serotonin syndrome?
someone needs to get a hold of someone who knows rapta irl because if he doesn't get medical attention immediately he will be dead by the end of the night

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Anyone here know his name? We got a state and city.

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I really hope that this is just a terrible joke.