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I've never lost a friend this close before, and I am finding it very hard to cope with... I just wish I could have been at his funeral to say my last goodbyes in person.

I simply can't come to terms and acceptance with this...
It's so impossible to believe I can't stand it.

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I was the first one to comment on it :(

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While I have no memories of speaking to Jellygod before, I like to give my condolence to his friends and families. I hope they will manage well, especially in a suicide.

RIP JellyGod.

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Losing a friend is really awkward, nothing is ever the same. Our minds can never accept the loss of a friend, because they'll always be there.

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****, I didn't find out until now.

Nevertheless, RIP Steve. We never talked much but you were a cool guy.

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Thank you for your post Mr.Nothing, but don't worry, I can assure you that Steve did not do this due to lack of communication with anyone! Please do not feel as if it was your fault at all, and this goes to everyone on this site as well!

While he may not have communicated much with some people on this sight for a while, I was seeing him on about an every other day basis in person. He is one of my best friends, and whatever problems were haunting him that day, it was definitely not a lack of friends being around.

I know that Steve loved everyone he ever talked to, and he always said that one of his favorite things was just meeting people.

Thank you to everyone here for the continued support of Steve! At this point there is nothing we can do but move on even stronger than we were before.

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I am deeply sorry for your loss, my friend. I am glad that Steve didn't feel alone in this world, because he was far from it. Is there any idea as to why he would have done this? I just can't grasp it... Wasn't he always as carefree and happy as we thought he was? He never showed a single sign of depression or even manic depression (bipolar)... I just don't understand

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All of us are just as baffled as any other person. He didn't show any sign of weirdness at all.

Heck, even 2 hours before he died, he was calling up friends to grab a pizza and was posting on our facebook walls as if nothing was going to happen that night. It just feels so spontaneous...

Only warning, be it a very very small one, was how he posted on facebook that Peter and Julian (danceguy and I) were the best friends a dude can have. But that wasn't even out of the ordinary because it's something he would normally say anyway. He was always just...happy to have what he had. He appreciated all of his friends and didn't let them forget it. None of it makes any sense at all.

Thanks again everyone for all the great comments! We appreciate the support!

and @ EnR: I also hadn't seen that video and it just made me so happy to hear his voice again, doing what he always did and goofing off.

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As soon as I seen this thread I had to find the video.

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Wow...
Just wow.
Words can't describe these feelings of sorrow and remorse.
If this news is this awful to us I can only imagine how it is to you.
I wish he could tell us what happened...
There had to have been something, especially if he was happy 2 hours before.
I am deeply sorry for your loss...
I hope your heart mends swiftly

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Could it of been possibly something with school? Or a Relationship/girl?

I hate crying...

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Usually suicides take a long time to plan, nobody decides to just, meh im bored lets kill myself. He might have been happy because he knew his life would end soon :S, he was just trying to enjoy it a little while longer.

Does anyone know what he did to commit suicide? You dont have to post it in the thread, but I sorta want to know :/ You can PM me it.

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I feels good to let it out though

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I'm really glad you found and posted that video. I remember back when I first saw that he posted it, I ended up laughing so hard I almost cried. It made me feel a lot better to just sit and watch that video again and remember how much Steve always goofed off and made people laugh.

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Dude, all we ever talked about was buttsex, he would go on my profile and just type, buttsex.

Haha, we always had little shinanigans like that, especially on pro chat.

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Oh lord, with him buttsex was an unavoidable thing. xD I can't even count the number of times I've seen that typed into ProChat.

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I still remember the first time I really started talking to him was something about a picture he had where he dressed up as a french maid.

He was always my french maid whore fairy.

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Yea. I thought something was fishy about his last status message on facebook, but I thought he was just messing around and spreading his love. Never thought it would be THAT day..

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I did the same... I felt like such an asshole when I found out it was true. =[[

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Don't feel bad, if I hadn't seen the people posting statuses on facebook I would've done the same. It just doesn't seem like the sort of thing that could have actually happened.