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To you.
Posted on: June 21, 2007, at 05:50:36pm   [0 comments]


if your lova-is giving you drama, it don't matter
if you struggulin within your conscience, it don't matter
if your credit is getting obnoxious, it don't matter,
cuz the only thing that matters is that we have been gathered

and that's the plan, period, I'm serious
we goin HAVE fun, as if, today-was-the LAST one to live
cuz the sad truth is, our paths don't always pass
our lives are fast moving, yo these times are all we have

so grab a glass or bottle for all, you alcoholics,
and play some jams for all you dancers and nostalgics
cuz these are the days that matter the most, cuz yo
nothing last forever but damnit we'll come close

and here's a toast

This is for my family, this is for my crew.
And for everyone that held me down, through and through,
like YOU, cuz
You are the best things, worth remembering.
Nothing lasts forever so lets keep pretending,
and just live in the present, cuz in the end,
all I need, to be, is in your presence.

Dear Hip Hop
Posted on: June 20, 2007, at 05:38:49pm   [0 comments]
Everyday on the stereo, the airplay scenario
never changes, cameos with the same kids
and radio playlists obeys only those
with the right cash flow to buy a radio show
and thats the way that it goes, its frustrating i know
cuz most of these supposed emcees got debatable flow
whered all the greater ones go, you know the ones that made impressions
that lasted, pulled you with connections surpassing
back when rapping was never lacking passion
and could move your body as well as your synapses
what happened, cuz you once took care of me
my therapy, on some days the air i breathe
so where did we fall apart catastrophic
we had it we lost it and now we outta options
yet i think about you often, is this a hopeless cause
cuz i wrote you a letter but got no response


See the, fact is, though I can hear your voice,
All I get is static cuz all you chat about is noise
speaking gibberish, trying your best to sound witty with
flashy sentences, that lack substance and significance
and that's the fucking difference you're missing that charisma,
hell we don't even talk anymore your voice isn't familiuh
instead of telling me tales of the struggle and survival
u spend all of your time going to clubs and getting high so
really, it's hard for me to relate,
but yo I'm glad you're having fun cuz we all need that somedays.
but don't neglect your roots, your family and all the kids, cuz
they grow up confused, and follow your influences
just like I did, you were my source of inspiration.
you were my magnetic north... I was your creation.
so, come back home cuz this lonliness hurts
hip hop, you're my one and only, my first.


Dear Hip hop,
what's going on?
You're like a stranger now,
tell me what's gone wrong.
Didn't mean for us to lose touch
through the struggle and strife
but do trust, til death do us,
u're still the love of my life.

dear hip hop this aint a love letter
aint a cliche about staying thru the rough weather
cuz you've heard that before and im certain your bored
from hearing the same old absurd metaphors
but fact is, im hit with some recent nostalgia
reminisce shit hip hop do you recall the
longevity of our fond memories
how you stayed in my mind all your song melodies
and remember the time, i would scribble down rhymes
in my margins, while my friends were all busy carving
names of their crushes, and school darlings
but me i was in love with, your ice smooth jargon
and thats why its bothering, me that we can't
see eye to eye can i please have the chance
to revive the days before our separate ways
cuz without you its desolate, im desperate stay

Yo I miss ya, wonderin, where ya been?
we've grown distant, when we used to be like best friends.
back then, it was u and i,
we went everywhere together, or at least we would-try,
like, I'd sneak ya into class, but my teacha wouldn't have it.
Cuz when we were together, I tended to get distracted.
but there I sat acting, pretending that I was listening,
to the lessons of academics, when only you had my attention.
so then when, school was out, I learned from you
Every wise word you spoke to me turned into
the best advice I used to guide me through the life I knew.
But now the times have changed and damn I can't find you.
so what, do I do, now that I need you more than ever,
cuz the closest i can get to you is writing this letter
in hopes that it will deliver to where it's chartering to
i've done a lot of soul searching, but it's harder with you

Only One.
Posted on: June 18, 2007, at 05:24:14pm   [0 comments]
I need to get off the floor and find inspiration
this is not a song this is my validation

for breathing, the reason,
I'm, here on this surface.
No need to believe me
I, know i'm not perfect.
But fuck it, I'm trying
Yo e-nough with implying
That all of my work is,
words and just writing
It's more than us rhyming
we, fighting the silence
and silencing fears.
I'm tired and sick of hiding
from all my ambitions.
To hell with inhibitions!
They must be forgotten
Cuz yo we only got one

Life to make a mark (we only got one)
A mic to erase the dark (we only got one)
A shot to use these songs (we only got one)
A chance to prove you wrong (we only got one)

A pen, a pad, a voice (we only got one)
A goal, a path, a choice (we only got one)
A soul, a mic, a God (we only got one)
A chance, a life, a shot (we only got one)

It lingers, on fingertips out stretched.
A shadow, that follows me without rest.
Regrets, the times that i failed to
bounce back, from the wrath of my failures.

I've done that, but now I gotta be clutch,
My dreams approach, so close, damnit I can almost touch.
But if I fuck up, then I just might blow it all to pieces
It's all or nothing so help me Lord Jesus

and grant me the strength, to seize it the moment.
This pad and this pen is bleeding an ocean
ferocious, exploding in microphone poems.
I'm tied to this mic cord i know i would die for

So throw away your fears and your deepest emotions,
your weakness your secrets your preconceieved notions
of failure, it's you against the world and I'ma tell ya
keep breathing, and don't you ever let em see you bleeding.

I mean it, with every ounce of my being.

So FUCK DESTINY, it ain't written in stars.
It's written in rhymes, lines, and lyrical bars
We can't discard our endeavors, cuz they burn like a toxin.
It's now, or it's never, "cuz why?"
We only got one...

im doin just fine...
Posted on: May 27, 2007, at 08:11:54pm   [0 comments]
You ever feel like, that you amount to nothing?
that u tied down by something, forever bound to pain & suffering?
Well, that's how I feel, every night, in my room,
realizing how much time that I have wasted and consumed.

You ever feel like, that you're sitting on the edge?
and that at any given minute, you could be living with the dead?
Cuz you're sick of these vicious bitches that tear apart your heart
CUz you're sick of malicious dickheads that stab you in the dark.

You ever feel like, that it's your turn to be saved,
done with always being the one that has to serve as the slave.
tired of one sided relationships that hurt more to stay.
through with feeling persecuted due to the way you were raised.

You ever feel like, that you really don't belong?
outcasted by society, but you try to be strong.
Well I'm tired of trying, it's best if I continue lying
and reciting to myself... i'm doing just fine.


said I'm, just fine,
said I'm doin just fine.
Keep telling yourself,
you doin just fine.

said I'm doin just fine,
said I'm doin just fine.
Keep lying to yourself,
you doin just fine.

said I'm, just fine,
said I'm, just fine.
Keep telling yourself,
you doin just fine.

said I'm doin just fine,
said I'm doin just fine
Keep lying to yourself,
you doin just fine.


Though I'm, losing my mind, yo I'm, through with these lies,
no I, need to believe that I'm, good and just fine
cuz I'll do whatever it takes to pass by these bad times,
as long as I make it and last past these sad nights

I'll be alright, I'll just rot in front of the tv,
play my video games, and watch all my dVds.
this temporary bliss, all I reallY need.
self ignorance is a gift I know can please me

Cuz it's easy, to push back and block the pain
with distractions, the last friends I thought I'd make
just a classic case of repression and angst,
but it's a little bit different when it's more than just a phase.

And I'm not trying to say, or imply I have it worse,
cuz who am I to complain, and to keep whining how it hurts,
yo it's true we all got issues, so please don't sympathize,
besides, aint it best suited when everyone thinks u doing just fine?



You ever feel like, that all you do is obssess?
You ever feel like, that you're consumed with regret?
You ever feel like, that you've lost all self respect?
You ever feel like, your dreams have cost you all your friends?
You ever feel like, you pretend to be someone else?
You ever feel like, your worst enemy is yourself?
You ever feel like, that no one gives you a try?
You ever fear life, so you keep living a lie...

Well in this, moment of weakness, I'm pleading for mercy,
I'm broken to pieces, I need to feel worthy.
So, many emotions that I got to just bury
but is it, better to just let it out and not worry,

and give in, cuz I feel like I've reached, my greatest limit,
and shit man, e-ver-y-day my waist is thinnin,
just too tired to eat, and just too wired to sleep,
I can't find my inner peace, becuz I'm blinded by these

tears beneath, trying to bleed, seep and escape from my eyes
instead I make em hard as ice, so my heart can never cry
like holding my breath, never releasing one sigh
I've been chasing too many waterfalls the water has run dry.

and I wonder why I've always tried to hide it,
stop striving to be a hero, swallow your pride in
follow what's inside and, stop fighting, cuz how many times can
you continue reciting, that you doing just fine man.


said I'm, just fine,
said I'm doin just fine.
Keep telling yourself,
you doin just fine.

said I'm doin just fine,
said I'm doin just fine.
Keep lying to yourself,
you doin just fine......

...said I'm doin just fine,
said I'm doin just fine.
Quit lying to yourself,
just cry this one time.

arrggg.
Posted on: April 4, 2007, at 05:47:14pm   [0 comments]
Oh you gotta be kidding me... not again.
Did I possibly begin, to believe you were my friend?
These false prophecies of trust, they must, come to an end,
cuz I'm sick of dealing with and healing from this wicked trend

of me, placing faith in, people that be faking
promises they making. Then they try escaping?
Yo...
well if you thought you got away you were mistaken.

Cuz I will never forget, all you two-faces and phonies,
so-called homies, betraying, placing the blame on me only.
And then you call me the fraud, the enemy, and the fake???
I'm sorry God, but the best of me has turned into hate.

Because, over and over, people be burdening my shoulders
futhering my bad temper, turning me even colder,
than I, already am. Man, why do I just stand, here and
take this abuse when they misuse my lending hand?

This is the last time, the last moment,
that I will ever fall blind to your well-disguised motives.
So don't bother to explain, I won't even hear ya.
From now on, I trust no one, not even the person in the mirror.

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at 9:12:25pm on 2/4/08
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at 11:25:08am on 8/4/07
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at 6:18:43pm on 7/27/07
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