Yeah, so . . . I had a dream. I don't really know when . . . could have been last night, could have been a couple years ago, for all I know . . . I only remember one part of it.

I was in a room with a bunch of people, and they were telling me that I deserved to die and that I should go shoot myself, and one of them handed me a gun--more specifically, I think, a shotgun, but I'm not too sure about that. I ended up blowing my head off--and it hurt. It hurt like fuck. But I didn't wake up. I was just sorta . . . there. And then I felt this weird sort of numbness and pressure, and then I was . . . somewhere, I don't know where, and some other stuff happened that I know happened but I can't recall, and then I woke up.


Normally in my death dreams, I wake up after I kill myself/get killed. This is the first time I can recall not waking up after I died.


Mneh. Anyhow.

I've had this raging headache since that dream, and now that I've recalled it (I didn't have any idea what I'd dreamed about last night until just a few minutes ago) I doubt I'm going to be able to get it off my mind.

So yeah.


Comment? ;D I'll love you forever.

Are going to make for some great gas. I'm going to be buping in my sleep . . . .

-cough- Anyhow. I just got out of the psych ward for the second time. Last time I went it was in May, and it was for a week. This time it was for eight days.

Oooohhh, jooyyy. x33

Actually, it's not that bad of a place. Good food, blankets, pillows, some semblance of freedom . . . everyone there told me it was better than Juvi. I've never been to Juvi, though, so I don't know first hand.

Wheee.

Yaaaay! I got a perfect combo on Alpha Helix! =3 369, baby . . . x3333 98% of the record holder . . . hot damn, I'm proud of me.

I've heard I should be playing with two hands, though. o-o;; Is it easier? I've tried once, and it confused me . . . xDD oh well. Perhaps I'll get the hang of it later.

Wow. I hadn't a clue I had this song on here. xDD I'm such a loser. Oh well. I like it. o-o 'Twould make an great AMV song . . . ^w^ of course that would be what I think about . . . .

-siiiigh-


I have steak. x3333

Just thought you like to know.

Hm. I think my bum is gonna meld in with my chair, I've been sitting playing FFR so long . . . it's much too easy for me to get addicted to games like this. >.< Oh well.