Don't feel pitty for me I created my own hell.

Don't feel sorry for me because I live for misery.

Don't feel sad for me because I am depressed I accepted the

fact that i live with depression.

Don't tell me you love me just because I said I love you.

I just rather you tell me you hate me than tell me something

that is not true.

Don't feel bad if i fell for you and you treat me like shit anyway

it was my own stupidity.

I feel like shit because i am stuck in your insanity.

You are worst than my family.

You make me think about how bad my life sucks.

My life is completly screwed up.

Don't look at me discussed because I smoke it is my own choice

to kill myself little by little with every inhail.

Don't judge me on how i look judge me

on how I act.

If you judge someone for there looks you will get nothing and

eventually you may be alone for the rest of your life

Why can't you just forget me, Just let me go,

Let me live my life with out you i love the fights with you more then the happy times even though there were never any.

You could not make me happy even if you wanted to. You enjoy seeing me suffer. I am so careless because of you, What is love i am confused now.

When you love someone shouldn't they love you back, Wouldn't it be equal? i like watching you cry.

I love hurting you and putting you through shit i dont know why i just enjoy it.

It is sad really but it makes me laugh and it makes my cold heart happy. i would love to rip out your heart and watch you bleed to death.

That is the only way i would be satisfied. Why am i so selfish and cold hearted now. What have you done to me.

Your life would be so much better without me I am too much drama on you. I could never be faithful i am never honest

i can't control myself i am lowsy at playing a part of being a loving girlfriend i have failed at my job of pleasing you.

I have never been faithful to you. i just wish i could get it right

I Want to change i really do i wish i could i am trying and trying.

I am trying to get better i have been faithful for a year and a half now i can keep going but it would not make a

diffrence you dont see how sorry and how much i regret my stupidity and i dont wanna try anymore

I wanna make you happy but i dont wanna do something and do it for nothing

Im so tired of fighting with my life i just want to end it

I officially wanna die

my family is gone and i am alone in this world battling against myself

I feel I could just let death defeat me and get it over with

I don't wanna do this anymore

I dont feel releif out of cutting i just wanna overdose

Why does my life have to be like this

I am so confused I really dont wanna die but i have given up my life wont get any better

I wish you were here mom i want you to confort me i yearn for your love.

Get out of my mind.

Get out of my head.

Why do i say these things that are not meant to be said.

You screwed with my mind enough.

Let me live my life.

Let me be free.

You have caged me up enough.

It's like i feel you in me.

It's like I see you in me.

I look in the mirror but the girl I see is not me.

Why can't you leave me alone?

Why can't you leave me be?

Why can't you just go away?

My life has all of a sudden turned its back on me
It wont help me live
It wont talk to me anymore
I feel alone in a room
Complete darkness fills the room
I am crying no one is there to cheer me up
I cut no one is there to clean the blood away
I start to feel weak and no one is there to help me to become strong again
My head feels empty
I am not familiar with this blackness
I can only look around
I can't feel
I can't even cry anymore
I am too weak
i am too weak to speak
I wanna let you know that i am dieing
I am trying
You can't hear me though
You could never hear me
But please hear me this time
Please make me strong again
Please make my life happy again
I yearn for you to love me
But for now don't look at me
I am so pale
I am so fragile
Im just alone............... .................... ............