I Fear for my life...

Azpb Djbread · 07-3-2016, 01:02 AM

I've been trying to remain calm but my anxiety gets the best of me.

I Found my bullies channel, but before i tell you, let me tell you a story.

A While ago, me and my friend were playing sports (surprisingly i was playing because i'm never physically active) and my friend that was playing with me is black. He is sort of special, he has autism. This kid (Dean rau, age i think 17)
Was saying racial slurs like "You filthy n*****" and "Go back to your plantation you Ape" and my friend was upset and almost cried.

I Walked up to him, asking "Why would y-" and he GRABS my ankles, and has me held upside down. He threw me to the ground, and i hit my head on one of these sewer things (I Pulled up an image from google images that looked just like it)

and i had an insanely painful concussion, and had a migraine, i was throwing up and i was super dizzy.

We called the cops and admitted to doing this action. The cops replied to me (they were cool cops btw) "Hey, ik this is stupid, but our rules say since we didn't see it happen, we cant push charges... It's stupid but kid, we believe you."

I Never left going outside for about 2 years to say high to my friends or anything, only over skype. I Thought to myself "you know what, he probobly got a hobby!" so i went outside to say hi to my friend for the first time in a millennium... and the kid DEAN jumps me, tackles me, and beats me on the ground with his foot, and runs off. Covered in bruises from my thy to my shoulders, i got up and was sobbing with tears because i'm a huge wimp, and i'm also super skinny and weak.

Btw, have you ever had those dreams that you have and like, 2 years later they occur in real life? A While back i had a dream where i went swimming and he was at the pool, and tries to drown me, but i beat him up really bad, and run away, but eventually get murdered, stabbed. so now i can't go swimming, but i want to really bad, but i won't.

Ever since all of these happened, he knows where i live so he keeps threatening my life and my families life, and we all fear him. He doesn't bs. If he says he will kill me, he literally will. He once said "I WILL GARNISH MY FOOD IN YOUR BLOOD AND GUTS AND UPLOAD IT TO THE DARK WEB" What ever that even means.

Another time, he stole my music from my channel, and he got 3x the amount of views and got 20+ likes on the video (He took it down after i scared him, i made a 2nd account pretending to me my "friend" (i also know where he lives) and i said on the alt account "i dox'd you, and i posted his address on a video, even though thats probably illegal. )

and he was scared so bad.

He also raided my channel so now every video has 8-10 dislikes on every one. all of my videos.

Here is his channel if you want to dislike his videos, i know its a jerk thing to send people to witchhunt someone else down, but he honestly deserves it.

http://https://www.youtube.com/user/TheRaudm

My name is Paul if you want to use it against him in some way, idk...

This was my experience with him.

Azpb Djbread · 07-3-2016, 01:09 AM

Not to mention one time i saw him he literally chased me down my entire neighborhood until i got inside, i can't ever sleep with out nightmares of him beating me into submission.

**PhantomPuppy** · 07-3-2016, 01:09 AM

wait what the hell is this kid's problem? seriously, what the hell, i'da whooped his ass by now.

that's a skinny lil' guy from the 2 seconds i watched in the video, stand up for yourself and kick his ass.

Azpb Djbread · 07-3-2016, 01:12 AM

I'm literally crying right now, remembering everything else he has done. That just goes to show how physically and mentally weak i am.

**PhantomPuppy** · 07-3-2016, 01:30 AM

if ass kicking is out of the question you can always tell someone else in your family about it. that's what they're there for. (maybe tell parents before ass kicking too?)

**igotrhythm** · 07-3-2016, 01:36 AM

Time to learn how to defend yourself. When everything else fails you (and too often it does with bullies) you need to learn how to break holds, disengage, and if all else fails throw a punch that hurts him more than you.

Video relevant.

Godspeed.

**Funnygurl555** · 07-3-2016, 01:37 AM

is this serious? your thread title is "I Fear for my life..." but all you're asking us to do is dislike his youtube videos.

if you are serious then i'm sorry man. bullying's illegal in 49 states. if you can't fight him then try that route, and try to get some evidence of this stuff.

Azpb Djbread · 07-3-2016, 01:39 AM

I'm just posting my experience and i'm just posting his channel link there if someone wants to do that. My dad already knows but we can't do anything about it, we've called the cops and everything, i took fighting lessons because my family knew what i was going through, and you expect me to take a picture of me getting beaten up / beaten up? I'm not taking another step outside without having an anxiety breakdown fam.

Azpb Djbread · 07-3-2016, 01:46 AM

I Did have a huge spike of depression at that point, but ever since i had that dream of dejaveu (i can't spell for crap) iv'e had the worst anxiety ever.

**Funnygurl555** · 07-3-2016, 01:47 AM

aw man, do you have to take pictures specifically? that does seem hard. i don't have experience with this kinda stuff so i wouldn't know.

does his parents know what he's doing?

Azpb Djbread · 07-3-2016, 01:49 AM

Yes, when me and my family called the cops, his mom was notified.

**Funnygurl555** · 07-3-2016, 01:52 AM

tf? aw man, im sorry idk that's rough ><

walao1992 · 07-3-2016, 02:20 AM

damn the sick bastard even makes vids of him having a good time at the pool just to taunt you walao eh pretty sure this is one huge joke thread anyway the guy says "jk lol" out loud 2 minutes into his latest video he's lanky he doesn't seem intimidating in any way just fucking DO SOMETHING HOLY WALAO

walao1992 · 07-3-2016, 02:20 AM

fucking W A L A O E H

**drizzleRomanceGirl** · 07-3-2016, 02:57 AM

you shouldn't have to learn how to fight someone if you're fearing for your life.

is it possible to call the police and ask them to keep watch near your house?

you could also try installing alarms and cameras in your house

if he gets near you you could try calling the police then

**m0de** · 07-3-2016, 03:25 AM

"If you or your children are going through abuse or getting threats, you can get a restraining order against your abuser. The threats can be from a domestic partner, family member, or stranger. A restraining order is a court order that prevents the abuser from coming into contact with you. A restraining order offers certain protections and allows for consequences if your abuser violates the order. Once you understand this information, you can go through the process of getting one."

Why hasn't your mother or father pursued a restraining order? This doesn't make sense. I'm having a hard time believing that after multiple police interactions that nothing was done.

**Untimely Friction** · 07-3-2016, 05:29 AM

but why didnt YOU press charges o-o

Wayward Vagabond · 07-3-2016, 05:46 AM

This is the dumbest least believable bully story i've ever read

Wayward Vagabond · 07-3-2016, 05:48 AM

Im also pretty sure thats your youtube channel.

Azpb Djbread · 07-3-2016, 02:38 PM

No, this is my youtube channel.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCes...rumMaprFXQ0ILQ

It's not being used by me because my little brother also uses it and he also uploads, i'm making a new one.

And why would i make up a fake story like this? My little brother made a video (i can post link) of proof that he stole my music.

We had to re-upload it because he raided the video with 7 alt accounts.

Btw, thx Sam (my brother who made the video)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WlgK...ature=youtu.be

07-3-2016, 01:02 AM	#1
Azpb Djbread FFR Player Join Date: Jan 2016 Posts: 345	I Fear for my life... I've been trying to remain calm but my anxiety gets the best of me. I Found my bullies channel, but before i tell you, let me tell you a story. A While ago, me and my friend were playing sports (surprisingly i was playing because i'm never physically active) and my friend that was playing with me is black. He is sort of special, he has autism. This kid (Dean rau, age i think 17) Was saying racial slurs like "You filthy n*****" and "Go back to your plantation you Ape" and my friend was upset and almost cried. I Walked up to him, asking "Why would y-" and he GRABS my ankles, and has me held upside down. He threw me to the ground, and i hit my head on one of these sewer things (I Pulled up an image from google images that looked just like it) and i had an insanely painful concussion, and had a migraine, i was throwing up and i was super dizzy. We called the cops and admitted to doing this action. The cops replied to me (they were cool cops btw) "Hey, ik this is stupid, but our rules say since we didn't see it happen, we cant push charges... It's stupid but kid, we believe you." I Never left going outside for about 2 years to say high to my friends or anything, only over skype. I Thought to myself "you know what, he probobly got a hobby!" so i went outside to say hi to my friend for the first time in a millennium... and the kid DEAN jumps me, tackles me, and beats me on the ground with his foot, and runs off. Covered in bruises from my thy to my shoulders, i got up and was sobbing with tears because i'm a huge wimp, and i'm also super skinny and weak. Btw, have you ever had those dreams that you have and like, 2 years later they occur in real life? A While back i had a dream where i went swimming and he was at the pool, and tries to drown me, but i beat him up really bad, and run away, but eventually get murdered, stabbed. so now i can't go swimming, but i want to really bad, but i won't. Ever since all of these happened, he knows where i live so he keeps threatening my life and my families life, and we all fear him. He doesn't bs. If he says he will kill me, he literally will. He once said "I WILL GARNISH MY FOOD IN YOUR BLOOD AND GUTS AND UPLOAD IT TO THE DARK WEB" What ever that even means. Another time, he stole my music from my channel, and he got 3x the amount of views and got 20+ likes on the video (He took it down after i scared him, i made a 2nd account pretending to me my "friend" (i also know where he lives) and i said on the alt account "i dox'd you, and i posted his address on a video, even though thats probably illegal. ) and he was scared so bad. He also raided my channel so now every video has 8-10 dislikes on every one. all of my videos. Here is his channel if you want to dislike his videos, i know its a jerk thing to send people to witchhunt someone else down, but he honestly deserves it. http://https://www.youtube.com/user/TheRaudm My name is Paul if you want to use it against him in some way, idk... This was my experience with him.

07-3-2016, 01:09 AM	#2
Azpb Djbread FFR Player Join Date: Jan 2016 Posts: 345	Re: I Fear for my life... Not to mention one time i saw him he literally chased me down my entire neighborhood until i got inside, i can't ever sleep with out nightmares of him beating me into submission.

07-3-2016, 01:12 AM	#4
Azpb Djbread FFR Player Join Date: Jan 2016 Posts: 345	Re: I Fear for my life... I'm literally crying right now, remembering everything else he has done. That just goes to show how physically and mentally weak i am.

07-3-2016, 01:39 AM	#8
Azpb Djbread FFR Player Join Date: Jan 2016 Posts: 345	Re: I Fear for my life... I'm just posting my experience and i'm just posting his channel link there if someone wants to do that. My dad already knows but we can't do anything about it, we've called the cops and everything, i took fighting lessons because my family knew what i was going through, and you expect me to take a picture of me getting beaten up / beaten up? I'm not taking another step outside without having an anxiety breakdown fam.

07-3-2016, 01:46 AM	#9
Azpb Djbread FFR Player Join Date: Jan 2016 Posts: 345	Re: I Fear for my life... I Did have a huge spike of depression at that point, but ever since i had that dream of dejaveu (i can't spell for crap) iv'e had the worst anxiety ever.

07-3-2016, 01:49 AM	#11
Azpb Djbread FFR Player Join Date: Jan 2016 Posts: 345	Re: I Fear for my life... Yes, when me and my family called the cops, his mom was notified.

07-3-2016, 02:20 AM	#13
walao1992 FFR Player Join Date: Mar 2015 Age: 29 Posts: 20	Re: I Fear for my life... damn the sick bastard even makes vids of him having a good time at the pool just to taunt you walao eh pretty sure this is one huge joke thread anyway the guy says "jk lol" out loud 2 minutes into his latest video he's lanky he doesn't seem intimidating in any way just fucking DO SOMETHING HOLY WALAO

07-3-2016, 02:20 AM	#14
walao1992 FFR Player Join Date: Mar 2015 Age: 29 Posts: 20	Re: I Fear for my life... fucking W A L A O E H

07-3-2016, 03:25 AM	#16
m0de Marble Eater Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Joliet, Illinois Age: 39 Posts: 1,437	Re: I Fear for my life... "If you or your children are going through abuse or getting threats, you can get a restraining order against your abuser. The threats can be from a domestic partner, family member, or stranger. A restraining order is a court order that prevents the abuser from coming into contact with you. A restraining order offers certain protections and allows for consequences if your abuser violates the order. Once you understand this information, you can go through the process of getting one." Why hasn't your mother or father pursued a restraining order? This doesn't make sense. I'm having a hard time believing that after multiple police interactions that nothing was done. __________________

07-3-2016, 05:29 AM	#17
Untimely Friction D6 Challeneged Join Date: Aug 2012 Age: 31 Posts: 1,267	Re: I Fear for my life... but why didnt YOU press charges o-o

07-3-2016, 05:46 AM	#18
Wayward Vagabond Confirmed Heartbreaker Join Date: Jul 2012 Age: 35 Posts: 5,858	Re: I Fear for my life... This is the dumbest least believable bully story i've ever read __________________

07-3-2016, 05:48 AM	#19
Wayward Vagabond Confirmed Heartbreaker Join Date: Jul 2012 Age: 35 Posts: 5,858	Re: I Fear for my life... Im also pretty sure thats your youtube channel. __________________

07-3-2016, 02:38 PM	#20
Azpb Djbread FFR Player Join Date: Jan 2016 Posts: 345	Re: I Fear for my life... No, this is my youtube channel. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCes...rumMaprFXQ0ILQ It's not being used by me because my little brother also uses it and he also uploads, i'm making a new one. And why would i make up a fake story like this? My little brother made a video (i can post link) of proof that he stole my music. We had to re-upload it because he raided the video with 7 alt accounts. Btw, thx Sam (my brother who made the video) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WlgK...ature=youtu.be Last edited by Azpb Djbread; 07-3-2016 at 03:00 PM..

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