Should I stay or should I go

[Mourningfall]

Firstly,

Originally Posted by Mourningfall

To the people I've wronged on FFR in the past, I won't apologise because that doesn't cut it.
But I do want you all to know I remember and I'll always regret getting on your badsides,
because you're all people, and I shouldn't have tarnished my chance at making a positive impression.

hate me silently cause I don't wanna hear it.
I'm not the same person I was, and I'm never going to be that person again.

With love, Mourning~

I've been through some shit, but it's over and I'm back.
Now it's the communities decision whether or not I stick around, please don't subject yourself to the personal bias of others and vote what YOU think I should do. Because I love this place, and I'd like to see it in my life again.

[Hakulyte]

Feel free to keep me company once in a while.

[leonid]

stay the fuck in

[Mourningfall]

Originally Posted by Hakulyte

Feel free to keep me company once in a while.

Always by your side. Drop into MP if you're feeling lonely qt~

cheers leonid, I appreciate the assertivity

I'll wait for a good 20 or so people before final judgements, but so far I'm glad I came back.

[kmay]

I mean you were good at this game... so stay and play if you still have fun playing... if not then just slowly trickle away. Who cares what the community thinks lol

[Mourningfall]

I mean, if I'm going to contribute to these forums and speak my mind on the stepfiles and other topics that arise, I don't want my opinions loathed or denigrated. I left on a pretty shit note, alot of "lol mourningfall is a psycopath", made one of the most beloved users cry and really I was just mentally inept because the medication I was taking at the time was giving me thought disturbances. I don't wanna stick around if I know there's a group of people saying behind my back how much of a fucking dickweed I am.

[XelNya]

Originally Posted by kmay

Who cares what the community thinks lol

Pretty much this, and even if you were as bad as you thought you were, it's not like things don't change. I was/ still am a complete cunt and people here still socialize with me.

Can't be that bad.

[Mourningfall]

Xel you raise a good point, I remember a point where people were petitioning to have you banned but you've stuck by us and you've become a respectable member of the community, I want that.

[Mahou]

You're thinking way too hard about this.

[XelNya]

Originally Posted by Mourningfall

Xel you raise a good point, I remember a point where people were petitioning to have you banned but you've stuck by us and you've become a respectable member of the community, I want that.

My advice is to be selective with your posting.

I haven't changed that much. I just don't bother saying anything I think people will get bothered by, because I can't be fucking bothered to deal with it. I still have a few gripes even to be honest. I also wouldn't say I'm a respected member of the community either.

TWG though has been really good to me.

[XelNya]

Originally Posted by Mahou

You're thinking way too hard about this.

Also kinda this.

[Mourningfall]

Thinking? Nah bro I'm just speaking my mind, I don't put thought into anything ever, right now I'm sitting in MP talking shit with good friend Hakulyte and I've had an awesome night with him. He's reminded me why I stayed in the first place.

Sorry if a little articulation makes you fire a few neurons or whatever

[MixMasterLar]

Was expecting song lyric puns

Anyway you might as well stay because that's what the rest of us decided and you don't want to be the odd man out, do you?

[Mahou]

Originally Posted by Mourningfall

Sorry if a little articulation makes you fire a few neurons or whatever

You did ask for our opinion. Just saying

[Mourningfall]

@Lar
oh naw man I'm all about that conformity, that much is obvious considering I'm seeking approval to post on a tapbuttonrevolution

@Mahou

sorry if I sounded a bit dickish, thats just been the general tone for this evening, a little bit of condescension here and there but it's all in good jest,
I didn't mean to imply you were braindead or anything, thank you for your opinion. haha

[Mahou]

No harm done here dude.

[Mourningfall]

I do usually have a case of "the more I say, the worse things get" syndrome, I'll just take a few shutthefuckups and make the occassional post here and there when the time feels right, I won't clutter FFR with my ramblings. at the rate posts are posted this site could easily become HypertalkativeMourningfallRevolution, where people gather and try to decipher my walls of text in literally every thread I can. I won't do that to you people because I care about your wellbeings.

[SKG_Scintill]

You can dismember me any time <3

[Wayward Vagabond]

I think I stopped paying much attention to the forums when the drama was happening because I barely remember your username

But stay w/e I don't care

[Mourningfall]

Originally Posted by Wayward Vagabond

I barely remember your username

But stay w/e I don't care

cheers for not giving a fuck carlos, I like your files, always have. But you don't need my approval you've already got the self-satisfaction of having a shitton of files in game, kudos.

And Scintill I'm glad you recall the initial reasoning behind my absence, but please don't joke about that shit, it's just immature. My days of dissecting carcasses have long past. And in my current frame of mind, doing that to another human being, let alone a loved one is beyond fucked. Take your shit elsewhere sweetheart.