Is it too late to redeem myself?

[Soul Evans]

almost a year ago i was accused of cheating, (some probably already know that) but after that time i just didn't want to play stepmania again, and went to play 7k on osu/o2jam, but after that i've been noticing a decrease in stamina

but i think i improved better than i was when i last posted scores, but not by that much since i haven't focused on 4k for a long time, after that i had to focus on school and all that, then exams came and i had to focus on those too, and when i did have free time i dedicated to charting and chatting with fiends

whenever i could, in anycase i wanted to know if it's too late to post a new proof video however i'm not sure if people would just say it as ''yeah you practiced for 1 year to get to the same level as last year'' which wasn't the case

since i have been playing 4k for an inconsistent amount sine i didn't have the time and i was focusing on a different keymode, anyways i don't feel any grudge towards this place anymore nor the users here and yeah i was sorta retarded and i thought maybe we could figure things out as people who mash keys.

in anycase sometime in november i'm gonna be heading to the capital and record a video of playing the same charts i was questioned by, and hope i get this past us before i move on towards a career/university i'm dedicating myself for the next years or so