[Mourningfall]

Originally Posted by Dynam0

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worded poorly, am drink

saying she lost her shit cause she couldn't relax, and constant noise on his behalf was probably to blame. people don't kill for fun, they're usually driven by some form of deperation// I'm just saying I feel sorry for her. the disruptions must have been pretty detrimental to her health.

Of course it wasn't the best solution, but it was the only judgement she was capable of making at the time to make the pain go away.
Which (to me) says a lot about about her state of mind.

Remember guantanamo bay? they used to torture inmates with noise pollution, blasting shitty music 24/7 to fatigue them mentally and wear down their ability to think straight. I don't think I'd last a night there before planting my forehead into the closest concrete slab. she was probably under very similar conditions. Sleep deprived, unable to think, wanting nothing more than a moments silence. That's where my pity comes from.