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Originally Posted by klimtkiller

big relief! i hope the problems leading to this can be resolved so it never comes to this again.

I've been suicidal in the past, romanticizing the idea of my death. but when I finally came face to face with death last year by accidentally doing the same thing rapta did, it was a huge slap in the face. the prospect of death is terrifying, seeing your life flash before your eyes is sobering. fighting to stay awake because you risk never waking up again.

I honestly hope that this is a huge wake up call for rapta, that suicide is a very serious thing and that there's too much left in life to call it quits now