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Hello and thank you i went to the recovery center yesterday (it's 1:20 am here) and they did not offer what i wanted. It was religion based entirely and i knew that from the point i walked in. A disappoint but i am starting to believe i can kick this on my own if i keep at it i think i have been doing great. I only worry that medical supervision is supposed to be a thing to have while withdrawing from spice.
The concerns about why i still think about it are there too, but i'm making it, one day and step at a time.