[Travis_Flesher]

Originally Posted by Rapta

So it lead me to wonder, if I don't enjoy existing, and I don't want to kill myself, what do I do?

Emocore. Take it to the next level.
Be extremely negative and antisocial.
Wear black and only talk about emotions.
Make blackmetal dumpfiles.
Let go of all your normal friends and get new, weird friends.
Turn every situation into an introspective emotional thing.
Eventually evolve into a treehugging freegan, get sterilized, grow corn, weave quilts, and spend the rest of your free time making society feel ashamed.