[AutotelicBrown]

Originally Posted by Mourningfall

such negativity, improve your mindset and you might imrpve ur scre. it's cute people take this seriously enough to loath thsemselves when fingers dont fing correctly.
it's like the cod kid who screams at his tv when he dies, sure he's determined but ultimately he's being triggered by a few pixels, thats pre sad.

games aree supposed to be fun

Swearing at yourself intentionally doesn't imply you have to be mad or even care all that much in the first place. Everything else you said derails from that assumption, and the link with fun would be wrong if it was true anyway.

As Mike said, it's just a method of fighting nerves.
"haha look at this shitlord ruining a good run again at easy cheetos yet again", or something. It works and I'm actually laughing internally when I do this.

it's pseudo-psychological warfare, if I make my self a stupid target and bother teh competition, they might actually make an effort to get a good score

And don't you worry about this part