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Originally Posted by V-Ormix

reading some of this stuff makes me want to remember what else happened in my life but it's all blank :v I guess that makes me potentially one of the lucky ones??

a lot of events in my childhood are a blur and I can't remember them very well, it's kinda bittersweet because while yeah the abuse I got from my stepdad was pretty nasty at times and I don't care to remember specifics, it's really frustrating when a sibling tries to reminisce about something fun we did and I don't really remember it
I do have dreams about the better events sometimes so I count those as sort of blessings, I don't have dreams of the abuse anymore