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Old 02-1-2014, 07:09 PM   #114
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Default Re: My depersonalization over the last year

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Originally Posted by Cavernio View Post
It's really great that you're managing to take urges and turn them into something meaningful (spending time with what's almost your stepson's pretty meaningful.) I mean really good. You should be proud of yourself.
Well i used to watch christian while his momma went out and did her things so it was never a problem then i had sex with her and felt like i HAD to watch after him. i started to have feelings for Devi and asked her if she was interested and she was, for quite some time prior but i had another gf at the time. He's a brat but really nice when he wants to be or is getting something out of it. He gets bad marks in school every day on his daily report which means no wii but we always give it to him anyways so he is also spoiled to the high heavens.
Spen, they sell Kratom extract pills at high tyde and hampton pipe tobacco but i never thought they were worth a shit. Can i break the capsules open and make a tea with it? I really don't want to go back to those stores for anything. Fojar, i do meditate sometimes while i'm trying to fall asleep. I put myself in a desert oasis situation or i picture myself on a perfect island beach. Really helps
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