[Dynam0]

I'm glad you're getting help, that feels like an awful way to live. Good luck getting through, it's gonna be tough but you'll feel better about yourself in the future for doing it. I think it would be a good idea to do follow-up counseling for relapse prevention of some kind too; you might think you've completely recovered but your brain will be subconsciously preparing itself for a relapse at any time, best not to take any chances.

Wish you all the best!