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Originally Posted by Arntonach

The fact that I couldn't figure out my faults before hand. The last thing I want to happen is to over-rely on other people's second opinions because of inexperience or poor judgement. It'll lead to becoming dependent on others ideals and thoughts about you and then you can't formulate opinions about yourself because you need feedback from someone else to back you up otherwise you'll just be in a paranoid state of mind thinking that you couldn't be right because someone else didn't say it was.

EDIT: Dear god I just posted this. I need to go to work out.

You're paranoid about being become paranoid