my pants right hur
I cant fucking believe that Im going to this concert


yup, this should be fun.
I've already seen Alesana, Motionless in White before, but hell, loved seeing them live. Tell me if youre going :D Im going on wednesday, if we are going to the same one maybe we could meet up? lol.

I took 230 pictures today n_n lol!
and soooo, yeah :D Im going to put some up on here. I really hate how crappy my phone camera is though...

:P although they are all relatively old already, lol. Whatever, Im too lazzy to take new pictures, and too self absorbed to take graceless ones. Judge me if you will, I dont mind.
Im kind of in a shitty mood right now, which is dumb because its all my fault anyway.
Dont you just hate that?

Is like a swift kick to the balls.
A slap across the face.
The suicidal bird that flies right infront of your blaring headlights only to have its one way ticket to oblivion in a burst of feathers and smeared blood.
Life is grim, life is unfair. But life is beautiful and a unique experience to all of us.
You may be wondering 'Whats with the sudden outburst of emo (some may call it profound) pseudo analogies on life?'
Well life decided to give me a bit of a stir today, hence this blog-like post in the 'Random Thoughts' section here on my page. Oddly enough, when I read this, instead of it being my own subconious reading it, I hear it in the lilting voice of Anthony Bourdain, (I believe I have been watching too much televison recently). But that is besides the point, I am going on this little rant today because instead of the monotonious lazy afternoons I have been spending during my summer, life has decided to throw a fast ball at me, an insufferable fate for this monotony-loving-autopilot-driven tarus. Suddenly I have been forced from my typical rutine to make a decision about my life. I have the choice to move in with my Aunt and Uncle in Philedalphia. A chance, a chance to leave the baren and slowly decaying city that I currently call home, Tucson. However this chance does not come without hardship for me.... Im too lazy to continue this, perhaps another day :D hooray for abrupt endings!