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This life I live holds no purpose
I’m pelted with ridicule
I’m drowned in criticism
I’m covered with deceit
I’m showered with lies
Everywhere I turn I meet pain face to face
A knife is shoved in my back by most people I’ve known
My heart has been ripped out of my chest and broken one to many times
I end up in tears wondering why me?
I feel so alone.
I feel so empty
I search for that one thing that makes me happy
I am lost in a world of darkness
Where am I to turn?
Who am I to trust?
So I ask you this
Why am I here putting up with this?
What is my purpose?
These are the questions that haunt me
These are the questions that cannot be answered.

Depression is like a blanket
Covering me in sadness
Drenching me in pain and agony
Engulfs me with its evil fumes
Makes me feel worthless to the world
Why am I here?
Does anyone even care?
Depression overwhelms me
Makes me feel terrible
Makes me want to cry
But I know one day happiness might find me
Somehow someway I’ll make it there

I silently scream into the darkness that surrounds me
Pleading on my knees for help
I seek for joy in this demented harsh world
I seek for love and happiness
But no one seems to care enough to provide those things
I sit and wait for it to come my way
But it doesn’t seem like that will happen
Just when I think I have it all
Everything slips away one by one
My life unravels and things fall apart
I try to refuse to live this way
But every time I try
Every time I fail
What is wrong with me and the life I live?
What is my purpose?
Why dose it seem that no one cares enough to save me?

kiss me:
hug me:
makeout with me:
cuddle:
hold me:

WHAT IF;;

we were in a room alone:
you were my boyfriend:
i died:

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF:

my face:
my eyes:
my personality:

WHATS MY BEST FEATURE?

DO YOU LIKE ME?
DO YOU THINK IM HOT?
DO YOU WANT ME TO FILL THIS OUT FOR YOU?