You wanna know the real me? Fine, I'm not a happy person, i'm down all the time. I am nice, i try to be but it just never works. I feel shitty, when people think its okay to tell me how ugly i am. I feel stupid, 'cause i am. I want to starve myself because i'm fat. I wish i was actually held, loved. Not just treated like a bitch. I might act bitchy, yes, but its not done on purpose. I'm not really a strong person. Because i hold everything bottled up inside. My greatest fear is dying, and not telling the one i love how i really feel. I'm scared of being dumped, i'm scared of being cheated on. I'm never okay, not even half. I usually tell people that so they can believe it and i wouldn't have to explain. I guess, you can call me emo, i don't give a fck anymore. I'm sorry, for all the things i had done to people. I apologize. I'm sorry that i hurt some of you. I really am. I don't judge at all. Tis not what i do.

My interest would be coloring.Oh my god i love how your challenged like you either stay in the lines or you go out of them. Real Funny! Boys. Yes boys i am straight :D. Reading sometimes i like to pick up a book and read probably once or twice to fully understand its concept. Watching videos. Haha i need a laugh once in a while i cant be this serious person always lol.

Avenged Sevenfold, Linkin Park, Guns and Roses, AC/DC, Aiden, Atreyu, All Time Low, We The Kings, M.S.I, P.O.D, Korn, Metalica, Lifehouse, Three Doors Down, 30 seconds to mars, Three Days Grace, Thousand Foot Krutch, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Kooks, Coheed and Cambria, Tegan and Sara, Jude Harrison, Killswitch Engage, Making April, Meg and Dia, Motion City Soundtrack, MxPx, PapaRoach, Paramore, Panic! at the disco, Pat Monahan, Cascada, Plain White Tees, Relient K, Saosin, Saving Abel, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Second Hand Serenade, Senses Fail, Sick Puppies, Sixx Am, Skillet, SlipKnot, Smile Empty Soul, Sum 41, The Click Five, the Calling, The Killers, The Last Goodnight, The Medic Droid, The Spill Canvas, The Used, The Veronicas, The White Stripes, Tokio Hotel, UnderOATH, Weezer, Yellow Card

300, The Love Guru, Get Smart, Zohan, Transformers, Boo, Flipper, Jack Frost, Day after Tomorrow, Pearl Harbor, The Goonies, Anastasia, Aladdin, I am Legend, Wall-E, Iron Man, Rush Hour 3, Spider Man 3, Epic Movie, Date Movie, The Pursuit Of Happiness, The Exorcism of Emily Rose, The Other Sister, Twister, A Simple Twist of Fate, etc.