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shini-gama
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Location:Washington, USA
Last Activity:11-18-2009
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About me:
I Am Who I Am.. Sorry If Some Of You Don't Like It..
Interests:
Poetry,Sketching,Photography,Music.Ect..
Fav music:
Metal, Rock, Techno...
Fav movies:
Miyazaki Movies,Horror,Comedy.. ..Animation..
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http://www.myspace.com/death_shini
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Random Thoughts
Vögel Im Wind
Posted on: December 24, 2008, at 01:19:10pm   [0 comments]
Just My Dream
Obtaining This Fragile,Broken Soul Within Me...
Your Hands May Come And Rip It Apart, To Destroy Me..
Your Hands May Come To Sooth My Fearless Pain, Controlled By Misery..
Around I Will Feel A Stranger, Closing In All Around, Never Letting Go...

Birds In The Wind
They Are Calling Out For A Breath Of Fresh Air...
Never Forgetting The Poison Which May Consume Them..
Spinning In Circles Entwined In Their Own Pack...
One May Stray Away, Discover New Air And A Place To Call His Own..

Strangers In The Dark
They May Scream To Wake You In The Night..
Hopelessly Walking Around, In Search Of A Deadly Sight..
Carelessly Swinging The Weapons Around, One May Hit..
Trespassing And Sending You To The Frightful, Unwanted Pit..

Position So Bad
I Am Stuck Between My Worst Foes..
Seeing Them Walk Around So Plain, Never Understanding Me...
Taking Advantage Of My Doubt, And My Desperate Life..
They Walk And Bring Me So Much Pain, Without Mercy Or Trust...

Für Immer Schlafen
Posted on: December 24, 2008, at 01:17:06pm   [0 comments]
Within This Darkness
I Will Bring The Death Of Pleasure And Disaster..
Running In Circles, I Break Along This Path Of Pain...
Forever I Spoke The Words That Made This Head Spin..
Entwined I Am With My Never Changing Destiny..

From This Dark night Sky
I Walk Along My Faithless Edge Within My Own Mayhem..
Screaming From My Never Ending Lungs, I Breathe No Words...
Stalking The Broken Floor Of My Abstract Thoughts..
I Count The Days Of Which My Eyes Stay Open,Seeing Nothing..

On This Last Night
Together This Water Will Bind My Blood And Tears..
Never Letting Me Forgive My Own Hatred Of Life..
I Will Reach Out To Your Soul, Grabbing At My Own Demise..
Searching For The End, I Lay Back In Control, Forever To Sleep..

Verlorenes Gefühl
Posted on: December 24, 2008, at 01:15:29pm   [0 comments]
There I Was Standing In The Middle Of Nowhere..
Screaming At You To Understand, These Emotions Are So Unfair..
Laughing Manically At Your Love And Your Doubts..
Forever I Will Never Understand My Emotionless Drought..

I Will Stare Into These Eyes Without The Presence..
Nowhere Will I Be To Feel Those Last Words Of Resistance..
Everywhere That I Walk Alone Without Your Hand...
Hoping That I Am Strong Enough To Be The Last One To Stand..

Around And Around My Mind Will Constantly Race..
Searching This Empty Room For The Thought Of Your Lovely Face..
I Will Make These Forever Lost Eyes Begin To Bleed..
Finally I Made My Limbs Move For My Never Ending Last Deed..

Love
Posted on: November 22, 2008, at 12:04:27pm   [2 comments]
Alone I Will Walk Around This Bend
Waiting For My Broken Heart To Mend
Bleeding And Whispering I Hear You Say
"I Love You But Don't Follow Me This Way"

Watching Then Waiting And Listening To You
I Love You But You Can't Accept That Is True
I Hope For The Best Of The Heart You Carry
But I Was Waiting For Those Words "Will You Marry?"

I Will Wait In The Dark Waiting For Your Light
Crying And Dying On This Brutal Night
With My Blood Coming Down This Broken Arm
Wishing You Would Stop This Unnecessary Harm

From This Pain You Have Caused Me
To My Dream That You Can't See
Suffocating On These Lies That You Said
Hoping That I Would Once Become Dead

Well
Posted on: October 2, 2008, at 06:46:46pm   [2 comments]
I Hope This World Makes Me Cry...
So People Know Why I Die..
Wishing I Could Disappear..
Even Though No One's Here..

Falling Farther And Farther Down..
Into This Hole With No Sound..
Out Of The Depths I May Come..
Only To Be Kicked Back With No One..

I Reach Out For The Help Of a Doll..
Hoping Someone Will Catch Me Before I Fall..
In These Depths I Will Cry..
Hoping For Someone To Notice Me Before I Die..

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Sterlingmagi writes...
at 7:10:08pm on 11/19/09
I'm learning Japanese!
Synthlight writes...
at 4:08:42pm on 11/30/06
First person to post on your wall.

Cheers,
Synthlight